Hmm, as the title suggest,
what do you call a breakfast, lunch and dinner all in one??
Haha.. that is what I had today.. I had my breakfast, lunch and dinner at once..
Kakaz.. this is because I woke up late.. Very late.. then I played with the computer as there are peoples outside my room and I don't fell like walking out to take a bath.. Haha.. So, I waited till they are back, and that makes 4pm. Took a bath and preparing myself, facebooking for another hour or two, and that makes 6+. Haha..
First experiences, I don't know why I didn't feel hungry.. Haha.. Kakaz...
Hoping that I can make new friends FAST !! so that I can have someone to eat together.. Haha...
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
SYDNEY !
So, here I am, arriving at Sydney, Australia for the first time and alone.
Haha, well, I want to thank my cousin for wasting her time finding 18 place till she found this nice room for me with nice housemates.. Without her help, I don't know what will I do. Thanks!
So, hoping for the best in this new place and hope that I can make new friends FAST !!
Haha.. the weather here is fine for now but don't know what will Autumn and Winter be like.. hoping they will not be too cold as I am not a fan for coldness.
Everything is quite well here.. and I am waiting for Monday to come as nothing much could be done during the weekends.. Hoping to upload photos soon on facebook, but I doubt that as I don't think I want to ask others to help me take it just yet.. Maybe when I got new friends then photos will start to show.
Ooops! I almost forgot about the flight, well, the 1hour flight to Singapore was nothing. Yet, the transit and getting from Terminal 2 to Terminal 3 was quite far and a sky train is needed.. For the flight to Australia, well, the food was good, yet I could not say so to the cheese and I think I ate raw/half cooked salmon. I'm not sure, couldn't tell. Haha. Yet I can't sleep on the flight as the place is quite small and I have been encountering similar situations a few nights already. So, not sure what was wrong, but I slept for 2hours after the flight and woke up at 3pm for lunch. So, don't know what will happen for tomorrow.
Haha, well, I want to thank my cousin for wasting her time finding 18 place till she found this nice room for me with nice housemates.. Without her help, I don't know what will I do. Thanks!
So, hoping for the best in this new place and hope that I can make new friends FAST !!
Haha.. the weather here is fine for now but don't know what will Autumn and Winter be like.. hoping they will not be too cold as I am not a fan for coldness.
Everything is quite well here.. and I am waiting for Monday to come as nothing much could be done during the weekends.. Hoping to upload photos soon on facebook, but I doubt that as I don't think I want to ask others to help me take it just yet.. Maybe when I got new friends then photos will start to show.
Ooops! I almost forgot about the flight, well, the 1hour flight to Singapore was nothing. Yet, the transit and getting from Terminal 2 to Terminal 3 was quite far and a sky train is needed.. For the flight to Australia, well, the food was good, yet I could not say so to the cheese and I think I ate raw/half cooked salmon. I'm not sure, couldn't tell. Haha. Yet I can't sleep on the flight as the place is quite small and I have been encountering similar situations a few nights already. So, not sure what was wrong, but I slept for 2hours after the flight and woke up at 3pm for lunch. So, don't know what will happen for tomorrow.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Why?
Well, all I can say is my luck had never been good since I was young, so I do not complain about that, just hoping that my bad luck would end when I step into the working society so that I can have a good career ahead of me. Haha.
What can I say? Being optimistic is just about all I had.. So I will stick with with no matter what. Although I might be caught of guarded by my emotions now and then, but most of the time I am easy going and happy.
Haha.
So, I decided to write this here so that I can forget about the bad experience I had yesterday and hoped that I would never ever be in it again.
And, Chinese New year is nearing.. And after that I will be flying to Australia soon enough. So, preparing myself although I had not even started packing yet. Haha.
All the best for me!
What can I say? Being optimistic is just about all I had.. So I will stick with with no matter what. Although I might be caught of guarded by my emotions now and then, but most of the time I am easy going and happy.
Haha.
So, I decided to write this here so that I can forget about the bad experience I had yesterday and hoped that I would never ever be in it again.
And, Chinese New year is nearing.. And after that I will be flying to Australia soon enough. So, preparing myself although I had not even started packing yet. Haha.
All the best for me!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
UNSW
Well, I will be going to UNSW on the 19th of February and yet I still don't have a place to stay and haven't pack my things. Haha.
Not many people I know are going so hope that I can get along quick with the students there. Besides, I hope to have a place in the on campus hostel soon as I don't think I would want to stay at an non-school hostel place for my first semester as I personally think of it as dangerous. Haha. Yet UNSW village has not replied me and now I am getting desperate. Hoping that miracles will happen. Haha.
It has been a while since I last update my blog and I blame it on my internet. My internet has been malfunctioning all this while until recently where I can sometimes have an hour or two uninterrupted internet. Yet I fear the worst has yet to come, so now I am using all the time I can when the line is stable. Hope that Australia will have better connection.
I think this is all for now as I forgot about what I was going to write.
Until next time then.
P.S: I miss my high school relaxing life and my short 10month college life.
I so want to go back to those days. Anyone who had found a way to turn back time, please tell me, I can be the one to experiment it. Haha.
Not many people I know are going so hope that I can get along quick with the students there. Besides, I hope to have a place in the on campus hostel soon as I don't think I would want to stay at an non-school hostel place for my first semester as I personally think of it as dangerous. Haha. Yet UNSW village has not replied me and now I am getting desperate. Hoping that miracles will happen. Haha.
It has been a while since I last update my blog and I blame it on my internet. My internet has been malfunctioning all this while until recently where I can sometimes have an hour or two uninterrupted internet. Yet I fear the worst has yet to come, so now I am using all the time I can when the line is stable. Hope that Australia will have better connection.
I think this is all for now as I forgot about what I was going to write.
Until next time then.
P.S: I miss my high school relaxing life and my short 10month college life.
I so want to go back to those days. Anyone who had found a way to turn back time, please tell me, I can be the one to experiment it. Haha.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Two faces?
Okay, so what do I mean? Well, I kind of thinking that I am living two or even more lives in one body. I am very sad and frustrated right now, yet I just did a celebration with my friends and looked happy and all cheerful. Am I getting crazy? I feel kind of tired, maybe I really should just let everything go and don't care about things that did not matters me anymore, then maybe I can feel happy again, yet I doubt it will be anytime soon as I kind of taking these things seriously and it will be bothering me for quite some time and even will feel it when I am during or thinking similar things. I just don't forget things like this.
Well, I think I am really getting crazy for writing this much post in a day. Haha. Whatever, if I did not pour it all out here I don't know what will happen to me, so be it.
Well, I think I am really getting crazy for writing this much post in a day. Haha. Whatever, if I did not pour it all out here I don't know what will happen to me, so be it.
Was I too much?
Well, once again I won't tell you straight about what I am writing about, you have to guess it by yourself as I don't think I can write it out clearly.
You could say I have a strong passion nearing to obsession to two things. Yet I was hurt once last year during my interfering which cause them to feel offended. This force me to be emotionally affected as I feel responsible for making them angry. This cause me to make space between myself and my obsession to the first thing. Now, just a few days back, I decided to intervene on the second and the same thing happen again. Now I really felt distance from the two things I once felt deeply connected with and held it with pride. Now, I just feel like it does not belong to me anymore as it is so much different from the way I remember them. They don't do things the same way anymore, they don't show the kind of passion anymore, they don't even speak like they used to, maybe they had grown, maybe I had aged, things will never be the same anymore as times wait for no one.
So, I was thinking, was I too much but saying out what I thought? I feel depressed as I never expect such a respond from someone who I thought will be the few who would understand, maybe I am getting old in this, maybe it is really time to let go, to move on. Well, frankly speaking, this might even be the last event that I will go back to as there aren't many more opportunities left for me. They grew, I grew, the first and second thing also grew. It grew to something different, I don't even know what it look like during my time, maybe I really am too old for this.
So here I am, saying Goodbye, to the two things that I once feel strongly about, that fill up most of my high school life,
Goodbye and I wish you well.
You could say I have a strong passion nearing to obsession to two things. Yet I was hurt once last year during my interfering which cause them to feel offended. This force me to be emotionally affected as I feel responsible for making them angry. This cause me to make space between myself and my obsession to the first thing. Now, just a few days back, I decided to intervene on the second and the same thing happen again. Now I really felt distance from the two things I once felt deeply connected with and held it with pride. Now, I just feel like it does not belong to me anymore as it is so much different from the way I remember them. They don't do things the same way anymore, they don't show the kind of passion anymore, they don't even speak like they used to, maybe they had grown, maybe I had aged, things will never be the same anymore as times wait for no one.
So, I was thinking, was I too much but saying out what I thought? I feel depressed as I never expect such a respond from someone who I thought will be the few who would understand, maybe I am getting old in this, maybe it is really time to let go, to move on. Well, frankly speaking, this might even be the last event that I will go back to as there aren't many more opportunities left for me. They grew, I grew, the first and second thing also grew. It grew to something different, I don't even know what it look like during my time, maybe I really am too old for this.
So here I am, saying Goodbye, to the two things that I once feel strongly about, that fill up most of my high school life,
Goodbye and I wish you well.
Let Go?
Should I really let go now? I don't think I can bare the feeling and I only felt it less than half an hour ago.
Of course I know the hatred feeling of the one who criticize, yet they don't seem to get the feelings of anxious we had. The thought everything is going to be find and it is us, the "old" ones that are anxious and afraid that they can't make it and end up doing it ourselves. Should I let go? Or a better phrase is should we let go? I know I should as I can, but they can't, they still hold the responsibility and can't just decided that they don't want to care anymore. As they might take the blame of not caring and I don't want that to happen for my friend, after all, we had our times together and I thought they deserve better. But, they just do not have the heart to scold and this worry me worst. I am afraid that the place I once called home will be lost, or not what it used to be. I am afraid, I really am, that is why I made the decision to bring the truth, and this hurts them and eventually me. As I blame myself for affecting them and now I am affected, quite badly.
Maybe it is really time for me to let go. Leave all the memories where they belong, in the mind and let things be as it is, without me interfering it. But can I do it? Can I watch my "home" risk the chance of destruction and not care? Maybe I should, as it is not the same "home" I look up to anymore, I just hope it will continue being a "home" for others like me, and find the initiative to give in all to it like I once did, like WE once did, and save it, and make it, HOME again.
Of course I know the hatred feeling of the one who criticize, yet they don't seem to get the feelings of anxious we had. The thought everything is going to be find and it is us, the "old" ones that are anxious and afraid that they can't make it and end up doing it ourselves. Should I let go? Or a better phrase is should we let go? I know I should as I can, but they can't, they still hold the responsibility and can't just decided that they don't want to care anymore. As they might take the blame of not caring and I don't want that to happen for my friend, after all, we had our times together and I thought they deserve better. But, they just do not have the heart to scold and this worry me worst. I am afraid that the place I once called home will be lost, or not what it used to be. I am afraid, I really am, that is why I made the decision to bring the truth, and this hurts them and eventually me. As I blame myself for affecting them and now I am affected, quite badly.
Maybe it is really time for me to let go. Leave all the memories where they belong, in the mind and let things be as it is, without me interfering it. But can I do it? Can I watch my "home" risk the chance of destruction and not care? Maybe I should, as it is not the same "home" I look up to anymore, I just hope it will continue being a "home" for others like me, and find the initiative to give in all to it like I once did, like WE once did, and save it, and make it, HOME again.
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