http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FBKWw9kmys&feature=related
Well, I just thought the lyrics are very meaningful, yet I think the song is not suitable to have such a sad lyrics. Haha, or maybe is my thought only.
Well, whatever, because I know the number of people who will see this.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Accident
Haiz...
I ran into someone's car just now..
Sad..
Well, I thought he moved but in fact he didn't, then i heard "bang"..
Haiz.. Why didn't I step on the brake and focus on the road?
I didn't even know what I was focusing on then..
I didn't play with my phone, nor was I messing with the radio..
So, what the hell happen with me?
I was shocked to have experience this crazy accident, more odd is,
the person I crash into is someone in facebook that I know is a friend of my friend..
Oh sigh.. What a day...
Now I don't even know if my Mum will let me drive all the way back to Penang after this incident. Shit!!
Well, I can only take this as an experience.. Thank god nothing extreme happened.
So, lesson learned.
PAY ATTENTION ON THE ROAD !!!
I think this is going to bug me for some time..
I need some time to get over this guilt.
I ran into someone's car just now..
Sad..
Well, I thought he moved but in fact he didn't, then i heard "bang"..
Haiz.. Why didn't I step on the brake and focus on the road?
I didn't even know what I was focusing on then..
I didn't play with my phone, nor was I messing with the radio..
So, what the hell happen with me?
I was shocked to have experience this crazy accident, more odd is,
the person I crash into is someone in facebook that I know is a friend of my friend..
Oh sigh.. What a day...
Now I don't even know if my Mum will let me drive all the way back to Penang after this incident. Shit!!
Well, I can only take this as an experience.. Thank god nothing extreme happened.
So, lesson learned.
PAY ATTENTION ON THE ROAD !!!
I think this is going to bug me for some time..
I need some time to get over this guilt.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
You Belong With Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend
she's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do
But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
when you wake up
And find what you're
looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one
who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking
this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench,
thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile
that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while
since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She¡¯s cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one
who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh
I remember you
drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...
Can't you see that I'm the one
who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend
she's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do
But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
when you wake up
And find what you're
looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one
who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking
this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench,
thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy
And you've got a smile
that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while
since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She¡¯s cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one
who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me
Oh
I remember you
drivin' to my house
in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...
Can't you see that I'm the one
who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
you belong with me
You belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
You belong with me
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
My Third Home
haiz... what happen to my third home?
why does so many problems arise even though it was my badge in charge?
Time changes people?
What happen?
Why?
I really don't get it.
If you really put your heart in it, then you wont hope that you will get recognition for your work, you will just do whatever you think is best for it. Isn't it?
Shouldn't it be like that? Or is this just my stupid theory?
Then tell me?
Why did you all have to fight? I saw a lot put their hearts in it? Then why does quarrel still occurs? And it had to occur in front of the whole group? Didn't you all learn anything from us? During our badge's time?
What is wrong?
Who is wrong?
Why is it wrong?
Tell me, please tell me!
I do not know about you, but I can' stand watching nothing done when my third home is thorn apart by you guys. Why can't you all do what is best for it? Why?
Power?
Greed?
Pride?
What is it? What changed you all? What happened to you all that made you changed?
But, come down to this, who am I to judge you? What rights have I to judge you?
Well, frankly speaking, I don't have any rights. No, I don't.
But I am one of those few who still have a heart for my previous home. There lies all my memories which I count as precious. The goods and the bad ones too, this is what makes the memories precious. Because it is this way, no point I changed the bad ones, this is the way it is and I will remember it this way.
But NEVER!
Never had I did anything that harm the position of my precious home.
I never allowed anyone I have power over to harm my home.
This is because it is my home, and I will do whatever it takes to protect it from all harm. Even internally.
So, please, please do me a favor. Do yourself a favor, do our home a favor, CHANGE !
Change for the better.
Protect this home of ours that is getting downhill since a few years back.
If you still have a heart for our home,
If you still call it home,
then I hoped, you can understand what I meant,
I hoped you can know what I wanted to tell you, to do what I think is best for our home,
Take the path where few chose, take the path where only those who really put their heart wholly into the home, then I hoped, you will do what is right, what is good for our home, not what you think is right.
Do not get affected by your emotions, as it will clouded your judgement.
Please, so please, take care of my home, our home, and guide the next generation, show them what is right and what is wrong, don't let them repeat what you all did wrong. Show them the light, then maybe, maybe someday, my home will once again be a home for others, even though it can't be one for you all, which I regretted as it may be, because of my fault.
Well, I hope you get what I mean, If you have no slightest idea what the hell I am talking about, then please do not ask anything, as I will not provide you with the answer. Thank you.
why does so many problems arise even though it was my badge in charge?
Time changes people?
What happen?
Why?
I really don't get it.
If you really put your heart in it, then you wont hope that you will get recognition for your work, you will just do whatever you think is best for it. Isn't it?
Shouldn't it be like that? Or is this just my stupid theory?
Then tell me?
Why did you all have to fight? I saw a lot put their hearts in it? Then why does quarrel still occurs? And it had to occur in front of the whole group? Didn't you all learn anything from us? During our badge's time?
What is wrong?
Who is wrong?
Why is it wrong?
Tell me, please tell me!
I do not know about you, but I can' stand watching nothing done when my third home is thorn apart by you guys. Why can't you all do what is best for it? Why?
Power?
Greed?
Pride?
What is it? What changed you all? What happened to you all that made you changed?
But, come down to this, who am I to judge you? What rights have I to judge you?
Well, frankly speaking, I don't have any rights. No, I don't.
But I am one of those few who still have a heart for my previous home. There lies all my memories which I count as precious. The goods and the bad ones too, this is what makes the memories precious. Because it is this way, no point I changed the bad ones, this is the way it is and I will remember it this way.
But NEVER!
Never had I did anything that harm the position of my precious home.
I never allowed anyone I have power over to harm my home.
This is because it is my home, and I will do whatever it takes to protect it from all harm. Even internally.
So, please, please do me a favor. Do yourself a favor, do our home a favor, CHANGE !
Change for the better.
Protect this home of ours that is getting downhill since a few years back.
If you still have a heart for our home,
If you still call it home,
then I hoped, you can understand what I meant,
I hoped you can know what I wanted to tell you, to do what I think is best for our home,
Take the path where few chose, take the path where only those who really put their heart wholly into the home, then I hoped, you will do what is right, what is good for our home, not what you think is right.
Do not get affected by your emotions, as it will clouded your judgement.
Please, so please, take care of my home, our home, and guide the next generation, show them what is right and what is wrong, don't let them repeat what you all did wrong. Show them the light, then maybe, maybe someday, my home will once again be a home for others, even though it can't be one for you all, which I regretted as it may be, because of my fault.
Well, I hope you get what I mean, If you have no slightest idea what the hell I am talking about, then please do not ask anything, as I will not provide you with the answer. Thank you.
Ken Ken's Birthday.
Hehe, sigh! I don't believe I just called Ken, Ken Ken.
Haha. Well, Ken, I think you had guess that we wanted to do a party for you already. (Well, every party held here is like that. Haha)
But still, hope that you had a nice day and a memorable birthday.
Today, I found out that Ken has a twin brother!
haha.
Just knew o!
Went out with Zen Whey, Wei Siang, Tze Chong and Guo Liang (Sorry if I spelt wrong your name, I sincerely apologize for that) to buy back the food for the party which includes KFC and a RM 50 cake (not from Secret Recipe, its from a shop I forgotten the name already. Hehe.) Well, the food was nice. (or maybe I was too hungry.) It all was very organized and serious, but as time goes, things started to go crazy. They play a game of eating cake between two guys, using only their mouth to share a tiny piece of cake, and this looks like as if they were kissing. Haha.
Well, after the party, we went back to the hostel. (The party was held on INTI's rooftop. Haha. ) I took a bath and then switch on my laptop, and here I am, blogging straight away when I knew that I can online. My gang is Dota-ing now. But I had to finish my Maths homework, or you won't be talking to me anymore tomorrow. Haha.
Well, I think this is more than enough.(I never wrote a story of my life in blog before. Haha.) Just I regret that I did not took any photo and more importantly I did not insists that we take a group photo. Sigh. Well, maybe next time.
Till then, see you.
Haha. Well, Ken, I think you had guess that we wanted to do a party for you already. (Well, every party held here is like that. Haha)
But still, hope that you had a nice day and a memorable birthday.
Today, I found out that Ken has a twin brother!
haha.
Just knew o!
Went out with Zen Whey, Wei Siang, Tze Chong and Guo Liang (Sorry if I spelt wrong your name, I sincerely apologize for that) to buy back the food for the party which includes KFC and a RM 50 cake (not from Secret Recipe, its from a shop I forgotten the name already. Hehe.) Well, the food was nice. (or maybe I was too hungry.) It all was very organized and serious, but as time goes, things started to go crazy. They play a game of eating cake between two guys, using only their mouth to share a tiny piece of cake, and this looks like as if they were kissing. Haha.
Well, after the party, we went back to the hostel. (The party was held on INTI's rooftop. Haha. ) I took a bath and then switch on my laptop, and here I am, blogging straight away when I knew that I can online. My gang is Dota-ing now. But I had to finish my Maths homework, or you won't be talking to me anymore tomorrow. Haha.
Well, I think this is more than enough.(I never wrote a story of my life in blog before. Haha.) Just I regret that I did not took any photo and more importantly I did not insists that we take a group photo. Sigh. Well, maybe next time.
Till then, see you.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
As Expected
Well, here goes..
As I already knew, my result will not be good, as I really did not study for it. (I hoped for miracles, yet none came.)
So,
First paper I got was Physics,
well I got shocked!!!
I did bad for my physics.. I just got a Band 3 for it..
but luckily my overall is a band 4. (Thank god for that) Yet this is still quite bad. (sob)
Second paper I got was Extension 1.
Well, at first I m thinking of skipping the lesson. (Haha) But I somehow manage to bring myself to class. So, when the paper came, I was liked "what? This is it?"
Well, it was not what I hoped so badly that I will get, but it was somehow okay. (Just okay, nothing more, nothing less) It was a Band4, yet 1 mark away from Band 5.
However I don't think Mr Leong will give me that additional mark, so I will have to live with a Band 4.
After that, is the paper that I hoped will be lost. (Haha) - Extension 2
I did very very badly for my extension 2, no, I should be honest, I failed my Ext 2. (Haha)
I just got a 54 over 120. So calculate yourself if you want to know what I got.
Well, you got to expect a lot of advices from my Maths lecturer, so no doubt he spoke non-stop throughout the 2hour lesson, except when he rub the whiteboard so he can write solution for the next question and the time when he go out to keep our Ext1 paper and bring our Ext2 paper. He never missed a chance to critic us. Well, whatever, I was quite used to his ways already, yet I can't seem to follow his way of study yet, so here I am, failing my paper. (sigh!)
Next, is LUNCH!
haha.
After that is ESL period, yet Miss Kam just gave us part of the paper.
But, Oh My God!
She is so strict this time. I use to get like very high, but now it is just not to what I expect. I sure will find marks for her to give me. I must! Or I could not get a Band 5 for my ESL ! I need at least a 76 to get that overall mark. So, I had to do all that I can. (Haha) But that will be during Thursday period. (Wednesday no ESL)
So, here I am now. In my room typing this post halfway when the internet line is not functioning anymore. So, i will copy this whole post in words first then post it the moment there is a connection. Sigh! INTI wireless is like "SHIT". Hopefully they will improve it when they moved to the new hostel lot.
That is all for now, hopefully my Economics will be okay, because that is the only paper that I will be receiving for tomorrow.
So, goodbye.
As I already knew, my result will not be good, as I really did not study for it. (I hoped for miracles, yet none came.)
So,
First paper I got was Physics,
well I got shocked!!!
I did bad for my physics.. I just got a Band 3 for it..
but luckily my overall is a band 4. (Thank god for that) Yet this is still quite bad. (sob)
Second paper I got was Extension 1.
Well, at first I m thinking of skipping the lesson. (Haha) But I somehow manage to bring myself to class. So, when the paper came, I was liked "what? This is it?"
Well, it was not what I hoped so badly that I will get, but it was somehow okay. (Just okay, nothing more, nothing less) It was a Band4, yet 1 mark away from Band 5.
However I don't think Mr Leong will give me that additional mark, so I will have to live with a Band 4.
After that, is the paper that I hoped will be lost. (Haha) - Extension 2
I did very very badly for my extension 2, no, I should be honest, I failed my Ext 2. (Haha)
I just got a 54 over 120. So calculate yourself if you want to know what I got.
Well, you got to expect a lot of advices from my Maths lecturer, so no doubt he spoke non-stop throughout the 2hour lesson, except when he rub the whiteboard so he can write solution for the next question and the time when he go out to keep our Ext1 paper and bring our Ext2 paper. He never missed a chance to critic us. Well, whatever, I was quite used to his ways already, yet I can't seem to follow his way of study yet, so here I am, failing my paper. (sigh!)
Next, is LUNCH!
haha.
After that is ESL period, yet Miss Kam just gave us part of the paper.
But, Oh My God!
She is so strict this time. I use to get like very high, but now it is just not to what I expect. I sure will find marks for her to give me. I must! Or I could not get a Band 5 for my ESL ! I need at least a 76 to get that overall mark. So, I had to do all that I can. (Haha) But that will be during Thursday period. (Wednesday no ESL)
So, here I am now. In my room typing this post halfway when the internet line is not functioning anymore. So, i will copy this whole post in words first then post it the moment there is a connection. Sigh! INTI wireless is like "SHIT". Hopefully they will improve it when they moved to the new hostel lot.
That is all for now, hopefully my Economics will be okay, because that is the only paper that I will be receiving for tomorrow.
So, goodbye.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Emo-ing
Shit! (again I apologize for the harsh word)
Feeling quite down again, do not know the reason for this sudden change in mood.
I think I had been like this for the whole week now,
one second I am very happy, the second I am like totally down.
Really need to get myself checked. (haha)
Am I a bit crazy?
writing 3 post in 1 day?
But whatever, this is my blog and I decide when I want to write my post.
Haha. (feeling happy again)
Crazy + Silly me..
Feeling quite down again, do not know the reason for this sudden change in mood.
I think I had been like this for the whole week now,
one second I am very happy, the second I am like totally down.
Really need to get myself checked. (haha)
Am I a bit crazy?
writing 3 post in 1 day?
But whatever, this is my blog and I decide when I want to write my post.
Haha. (feeling happy again)
Crazy + Silly me..
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