Birthday Surprises

Well Well Well, wait,why do I start my blog this way? Hmmmm, actually I am not sure. This was the first thing that comes to mind when I started writing, and I am too lazy to delete it. HAhaha..

Anyway, I was busy for the past few days, after finishing my exam, I was actively involved in preparing for Winter Retreat which was from 1st to 3rd July. Then after that, on the 4th, I had a DOTA session with friends, all 7 of us squeeze into my room. (This reminds me of the DOTA and CS sessions I had with my INTI-mates back in 2009.. Those were happy days.. with all those precious memories...)

The room was warm and comfortable, the moment we stepped out of the room was horribly cold. We DOTA-ed till 2am. Then I sort of slept around 3am, and was waken by my housemate at around 4.50am because I am following him to the airport.. Met a friend arriving at the airport at around 6am, went back home around 7, reach home at 8, online for 2 hours, can't take it anymore, half-slept for an hour, (due to the fact that my other friend flying to Sydney kept calling me for directions from airport to my Uni) woke up and go meet him when he reached, cooked lunch, went shopping for an hour, (without buying anything) came back, baked a cake, for around 4hours, then cooked dinner, and finally slept at around 12am.. Hahahaha... GENG day..

Anyway, enough with the useless details. I am writing because of Birthday surprises.. HAhaha.. Yup, I was one of the organisers for the surprise party.. HAhahaha.. Glad that she was disappointed at first with the sort of small cake surprise, then the I'm-busy-don't-ask-me-for-dinner look, then the surprise again with the cake at the restaurant.. Hahahaha.. PRICELESS.. Kakakaz... It was fun.. and COOL!! Kakakaz..

Sorry, it is quite late now and I think I better wrap this up quick because I need to wake up early tomorrow to go for a road trip.. HEhehehe.. Good Night all~

Waking from Hibernation~

Hellooooooooo people~

Well, just to clarify that Bloggy is not dead yet.. Bloggy is just hibernating.. (Well, for around half a year.. HAhaha..) But anyway, Bloggy is awake now and hopefully will provide you with interesting facts and stuff so that you will be entertained to come back for more.. (not sure if I can do that.. but you will see soon enough..)

So, I will be having my first finals paper tomorrow and I haven't finish studying for it yet. ACCT2522... The funny part is that I finished X-Men Evolution, 4 seasons of it in fact.. And I finished Glee Season 2, (again) yet I didn't finish ACCT2522.. HAhaha...

So, I am still that Happy-Go-Lucky guy who doesn't really know how to manage his time well.. This is something that I really want to change and will try my best to change it, starting from now! It might be a bit too late for this semester to change and improve my studies, but hopefully I can change and maintain it so that I can improve my grades..

Well, I think I better stop here. It is 12.25 now and I have around 13hours and 20mins before my paper starts.. Good Luck to me.. (and also all the others that I know that will be having exams..)

EMO during EXAMS

Shit is all I can say.. Don't know why I feel so damn emo this few days.. Actually no, starting from yesterday night.. Ya, that is right.. Starting from yesterday night.. until now, feeling very emotional.. For reasons that I couldn't even explain or even know.. (Actually I am not sure which is the contributor.. But you get the idea..) And worst of all, I am having my last paper tomorrow.. Why can't this feeling wait another day? I would be so happy to have this kind of feeling tomorrow this time instead of having it now..

Oh well, what to do? I am not a master in controlling my emotions yet.. Stupid emotions could come up at random times and I have not gain the power (or I don't remember how to control) them.. Thus, letting them come and go is the best I can do now.. But, it is quite hard to be focusing on studies when you are FEELING LIKE THIS!!! Hahahaha.. (Okay, one of my stupid yet sometimes useful qualities.. Making a joke out of everything.. zzzzz Hahahaha)

Yaya, I have no where to express this randomness of mine thus Bloggy is the best place to let it all out.. And by doing so, I hoped that I could have released it, and gain back my mind! YEAH!! (Although I doubt so..) Thus, I think this entry is nearing an end.. As I need to get back to my Calculus and start on my Algebra.. And hope that I somehow can manage at least a Credit.. (Hoping for miracles is what I always do.. HAhaha) Good Luck to ME!!

Memories

Hahaha, well, I just look back through the post that I wrote during March and I was like, OMB!! Did I wrote that? I seriously have no idea that I wrote that. Haha..

I think that is the reason why I am writing this blog, so that I can read it on day in the future and think, "OMB, why did I wrote that?" or "I never remember that happening," Haha. Yes, yes, I know I might have mention this somewhere in my blog but no harm reminding myself the fact that I am continuing writing my blog.. Hehe..

Oh well, just a random update that I hope I can laugh at when I am reading this when I am 30 or something..

So, I think that is all for now.. I might be updating when I feel the need to.. So that will mean whenever I feel like it.. Hahaha.. Thanks for reading..

YEEPIE!!!

Hahaha... So, as my title said already, YEEPIE!!! Why am I happy? Wait, that is wrong, I am not happy... I am VERY HAPPY! HAhaha...

So, why am I feeling that way, well, maybe because I will need to go grocery shopping tomorrow morning before anyone even had the feeling of waking up.. HAhaha.. (Or maybe for most of them, because the store person has to open the store for me..)

Why on earth would I want to wake that early to shop? Well, it is to my usual style of last minute... HAhaha... I am participating in COTY.. What?? COTY.. Cook of the Year!! Yeah!! And yes, I cook.. HAhaha... Not bad actually.. Hahaha...

And then came the question.. Why are you so happy about it? Well, do I need a reason to be happy? Duh.. Hahaha.. Well, lets just say I seldom feel down for a continuous period of time.. HAhaha...

So, do you feel my optimistic? HAhaha.. (not sure if I use the correct word here..) It is good if you feel it and feel happy.. That means I am doing a very good job..
However, if you don't feel it, don't worry, just give me a call and I will try my best to somehow make you feel HAPPY.. Hahaha.. But, however, as usual, my schedule is quite full, you might need to make an appointment with me.. The first available date is, wait, let me check, oooopppppssss... You will have to wait until next year, What? Next Year? Yup, next year.. November after my final exam.. Then I might be free.. Hahaha...

So, that is all for now.. I need to go take a bath and then have my sleep as I got limited time left for sleeping...

Hahaha

Well, I am so sorry I did not update anything here for the past few months... (Not sure why I did not update, maybe I was busy, maybe I was lazy...) Anyway, now I am here and ready to put another boring piece up online for me to laugh at in the future..

So, what to write here? Actually I have no idea.. I just have nothing to do at the moment thus came here to waste some time. What can I write? What should I write? Well, oh ya! I am going back soon... So happy for myself.. So looking forward to going back to the normal weather of Malaysia. However, I am not sure if I can get use to the weather of Malaysia anymore. Anyway, ya, going back mood is on!!

However, if I stop for a moment and see this in a different way, that means that EXAM is near as well!!! No... I did not finish my studies yet... Wait, that is not right, I should had said I have not even started study yet... So what to do? Well, what I normally do, LAST MINUTE CRAMMING... Hahaha.. That is what I normally do even though it sometimes didn't bring me the result I wanted, however, I still can't find the will to change this bad habit of mine..

So, okay, this is getting even dry then I expected, so I think I might just cut this short and go on with my life... Starting with cooking dinner..
HAhaha... Thanks everyone for reading this boring post..

Hahaha

Hey Hey Bloggy... So sorry that I ignored you for.. Hmmm, I don't even know how long.. Hahaha.. but then now I am back.. Hehehe.. So, What to write?? Actually there has been a time where I know what to write but don't remember why I did not do that that time. (What happened? I can't remember) Hahaha..

So, what should I write today? Well, I really have no idea. I really have no clue on what to blog about.. Maybe I just feel bad for my Bloggy because I ignored him for that long thus just decided to pop in here and make my Bloggy happy.. Hahahaha..
(Okay, I think I need to apologize for the change in my typing style.. I used to type in near, okay, maybe not near, just not far (??) English but now I use something really informal.. Hahaha.. Who cares? I like to type things this way.. It is way more FUN!!! Don't you think so? Hahahaha...)

Oh, Just in case you guys don't know, I gave a name to my blog... Which is BLOGGY!!! Hahaha... Very Original isn't it?? Hahahaha... ( =.=|||) So, please say Hi to Bloggy for me whenever you are free.. He is quite lonely you know.. Because sometimes I might get to busy with my stuff and forgot to drop by and feed Bloggy, so he sometimes will BITE.. (Be careful) besides that, Bloggy is very funny and cute.. (As Always, Okay, seriously, this has to stop.. Hahahaha..) Thanks a lot guys..

Okay, just a bit update on me. Well, nothing much happened. (Ya, as if..) Things are just as they are supposed to be.. (Right, you are suppose to do revision for Monday's test and what are you doing now?) I suppose everything is fine, and ooooo, ya, I forgot, I learned how to use Adobe Premiere Pro CS3.. Hahahaha... Thanks to Archive group of Bodhi Nite 2010, I got the chance to learn how to use this actually not that complicated program.. Hehehe.. (But please make sure you have a lot of Hard Disk Memory, and also a good Graphic Card, plus a lot of RAM and also a good sense of patience in case your program breaks down.. HAhaha..) So, for the video editing process, which I thought would not take me more than 3days, end up taking my whole week of holiday.. I spend 3 nights in UNIBUDS Library and for the first night, I haven't slept for 40hours.. (39hours to be exact..) Hahaha.. I slept for a total 9hours for the 3 nights.. (0+7+2) Hahaha.. So, ya, it is a new experience for me.. So, might as well blog it down so I can read this some time in the future and think: "OMB!! I did that?" HAhaha..

So, what am I up to now? Actually I have no clue.. After Bodhi Nite, I am now currently in power saving mode.. (Saving for what I have no clue) But I haven't really pull myself up and catch up.. (Which I really should start doing..) And yes, I am still hoping that I can find a part time job so that I can spend more.. Hahaha.. Please wish me LUCK.. Because I really need them.. Thanks in advance.. Hehehe..

Okay, besides all these crap, I think I am left with just one more thing to say before I post this.. One very very very Important thing.. So, you can ignore everything I wrote above but you MUST pay attention to the next few lines that I will be writing. (Or in your case, "that I have wrote")
So, what is it that is so important that I need your total attention?
Well, don't worry too much, you will know why soon.
Actually I think you might not know why.
Because I don't even know why I just said you will know why.
But, I know you will.. (See, I am so good.. I know how you think.. Haha..) [Actually I have no idea what I just wrote here.]
"So, Cut the chase and get on with it!!" (Someone said that to me, wait, or a part of me said that? Oh NO!)
Well, okay okay, here is the important thing, so please pay attention,
I need to go out already.
Hahahaha.. So, goodbye to all.. and thank you for wasting your precious time on my Bloggy.. Thanks..


Den Neil

The Past All Over Again

Well, I think this is the more suitable title for my post today. I was thinking of a few other titles but I think this is the most suitable. Why? I don't know why. Don't ask me that question. I don't know how my brains and preferences work, I just know that I like it this way that is why it is this way. End of story.

So, continue on with the original reason why I wanted to write this post. This time I think in a calmer feeling. I don't feel that affected like the last time this sort of thing happened. Why? This time I think I can explain it, sort of. I think this time I kind of like accepted the fact that people don't change easily. This is the truth. This is fact. History is always going to find a way to repeat itself, this is always true. I think you might nod in agreement to my statement. So, yeah!! This means that I am correct for once. Haha..

So, why do I say that? Or maybe I should say I think this is just how life is. Attitude is not something you can change overnight. You might not being able to change it even if you are given a long period of time. The key to this change is your determination. Determination to change. Yet most people lack this as it is their habits of doing it and thus it is very very hard to change. They must put in extra effort to control it, then have the determination of keeping their effort. Most will give up in the process as it is more easier this way.
This is why sometimes one would say, " I have told you thousands of times already, why don't you get it?" Don't you think you hear this a lot? Yes yes, I know. I am that kind of person as well, in fact most of us are like that. So, now you know why. Attitudes and Habits cannot be changed like you change, it is more complicated than that, and I think most of you know it already.

Okay, now I have lost my way. I always do that. I would come out with a good post title then halfway through I might include irrelevant stuffs then I will run out of topic, or have nothing more to continue.
Inspiration came and I am back on track.

So, here we are, living our lives as we wanted. Then there came in the other people. Families, Friends, Co-leagues, all those people that we interact with in our lives. They might not always agree with our ways, thus conflicts arise. How to deal with this? I don't want to go in there. I will leave it for you to handle it yourself, this is because different people have different ways of dealing with conflicts. I just want to bring out the topic of some people may take conflicts more seriously than other people. There is where the feeling of dislike came in, and worse still is fights, with the worst murder.
Okay, I am out of ideas again.

I think I had been way out of topic since the start. I should have emphasize on that people don't change easily and thus history always repeats itself. The past will be going all over again. We will face the same problem as we did before. Thus I think I should conclude and get on with doing my work or else my history will always be repeated again.

Okay, conclusion is, to avoid the past to happen all over again, we must, and I seriously do mean MUST study the problem we faced in the past in a neutral way. I know it is hard to do so, but we can always try. Then we reevaluate the situation and decisions that was taken by the parties involved. By saying this, I hope that everyone is rational and will thus make the appropriate revaluation and then learn from this mistake. After that, when similar problems occurs, we can apply what we learn in the past here and hope to get a better result. This is the optimum way of doing things, this is called learning. Yet, who can do this effectively? I don't know about the others, but I know I certainly cannot, but I am trying.

So, let us all try to make the correct decision and thus live a better life. All the BEST to all.

(Sorry for the ending, I suddenly ran out of idea and thus the post seems quite a bit poor in the end part. Well, sorry for that, this is all I can come out with. Hope you enjoyed it and learn something from it, if there really are anything for you to learn that is. Haha..)

Love

Well, first, I need to say, I don't remember writing something this long.. It is written on 6th October 2009, well, that is the date that my laptop recorded, so I think that should be correct. I can't believe that I wrote all this.. So, I will just post it as it is and will not look through it already as I might change something. So, here goes... Be ready for it.. It is quite long.

Love
What is love?
How can you tell you’re in love?
Or
How can you tell you’re not in love?

I kept thinking of you,
I kept dreaming of you,
Is this love?
I like your smile,
I like your style,
Is this love?
If this is, then shouldn’t I be happy?
If this isn’t, then what is it?

What is so great that can make me happy and sad at the same time?
What is so great that can make me laugh and cry at the same time?
What else if it is not love?
Yet who can be sure this is love?
Will you confirm this is love?
Can you confirm this is love?
Please help me.
I’m confused,
I don’t know what to do.
I’m happy, I’m sad,
I’m strong, I’m weak,
I’m a jumble of things.
Yet none helped me, to clear my worries,
Is this love?

How is love?
Shouldn’t love be a good thing?
Shouldn’t love bring happiness?
Yet why is sadness following closely?
Can happiness exist without sorrows?
Or can sorrows exist without happiness?
Can it?
Love bring happiness, yet love bring sorrows,
Is this fact? Or is it crap?
Who knows for sure?

Is love simple?
Or is it complicated?
Can it be that simple that it is complicated?
Can it be that complicated that it is simple?
If love is simple then can it lasts?
Can we cherish something so easily obtained?
If love is complicated that can it starts?
Can we possibly endure the problems associates with it?

Is there an expiry date for love?
When will love dies?
Is it the day we die?
But why does divorce happened?
If it is not the day we die, then when is it?
When will love dies?
How can we know love had left?
And how can we handle the day love left?
If being in love makes us alive,
Then what about being out of love?

Question after question after question,
Never ending question with no precise answer,
Each trying to answer the question but failed,
As it is not a question, neither is it an answer.
It is something greater,
It is love.

Hope you enjoy it.. Haha..

100th

Yeah!!! Congratulations to my blog... For having it's 100th post!!
YEAH!! YEAH!!! YEAH!!!
So happy that I can write 100 post in I think around 3 years.. Haha..

I think I want to write another post since I do not want to spoil the Happy Mood of this post... Haha..

Happy 100th post my blog... Hehe...

Sorry

Haha. Hi, I am back, after disappearing for I think near a month.. Haha..
So, I think you might have been able to guess what is the meaning of my post title...
Hehe, hopefully you got it right. I am saying sorry to my blog for ignoring it for so long.. Sorry for letting you wait so long, you must had been so lonely... Sorry.. but I am so busy and had no inspiration on blog materials, you get the idea.. Haha..

So, what should I write now? Well, to relate on recent events, I got my results back already. Although I pass every subject with 2 Pass, 1 Credit and 1 Distinction, however this is not my best attempt. I know I can do better, is just I don't put in as much effort as I used to.. Which is very very long ago... Haha.. So, I decide to introduce a new Me to me.. Hopefully this new Me is a better Me which will help me into getting the best grades that I could possibly get, so that I can take 5subjects next year and apply for student exchange. Hehe.. I was hoping to go to UK for one semester.. Haha..

Keeping my fingers cross and working hard... Hoping that I could cope with the new Me which hopefully could bring me best results. And oh, besides that, hope that the new Me could also work in a more tight schedule since I wanted to find a part time job.. So, Go Me! Haha..

Forgotten

Haha.. Well, there was a time in the near past that I said, "yes! I need to write this in my blog" and so here I am, wanting to write that particular event or feeling into my blog.

Yet, as I have a very very very short term memory, I could not recall what is that great(or bad) thing that deserves its place in my blog. I just could not think of what it is yet felt that I should just write something here to pay tribute to it. Haha. Crazy me.

So, that is settled. Now a bit about my recent life. Well, I am feeling not in the mood to do anything recently. Just going on about my life like a robot. Wake, Eat, Bathe, Play, Sleep. Wanting to find a job but it is so damn hard to find. So, whatever.

Okay, things are getting a bit odd already. That means I should stop writing. Haha.
Okay then, stop writing and going back to Facebook or some boring game again.. Hehe.. Until next time then.

Ooohh.. I forgot to mention. The Forgotten is for my forgotten blog material.. Hoping that by writing this post I might remember what the Forgotten is. But seems like it is truly, FORGOTTEN.

Beginning of The End

Well, firstly I wanted to say that this maybe comes from Samuel or it may just pop out on top of my head... Or maybe I did saw Samuel wrote it on his msn personal message and it register on my head. But still, that is really not the point..

My point of writing this is, what is my point again?? Okay, I seem to lose my initial reason of writing this and now I seems like to just write whatever that comes to my mind right now. Well, maybe I will just touch a bit back to the title.

I think I wanted to say that it is the end of Semester 1 and I still cannot believe that it has been three months that I have been in Sydney. I first arrived here in 20th February and now it is near 16 June. Well, time really flies.

Beginning of the End. I think the end for me means my semester?? Or should I say I am scare of my test the next few days? Haha.. Not sure.. Just thought I should update my blog. It has been neglected by me for quite a period of time and I just think I should come give it some love... Haha... Yes blog dear, I did not forgot you yet... Do not worry, I still love you o, my blog... ( Oh no, I am laughing while typing this...)

Sorry, this might take longer than I expected, as I am msn-ing with my sister and cousins at the same time. Now, where were we? Actually all my inspiration for blogging has disappeared and now I have no idea what I should write next.

Ok, since I have no idea, I think I will just try to fill in the gaps of my life. Well, as some of you all may know, now is my exam period. I had 2 papers already and was quite happy with what I had put up and hoping that the results will be great. But, I don't think I can say the same for the next 2 paper. Management is kind of a nightmare as there are tons to study where I have not even started or even feel like starting. Then Mathematics on the other hand is quite complicated as I did not prepare for the tutorial. I did not do all the question that was given on tutorial and I think I will start on it the moment I finish my Management test. Well, I hope I can pass my Management so I will not need to retake them in future. For Mathematics, I hope that I can get a Distinction, but a Credit is fine with me. Thus, let us all pray for me. Thank you to all who prayed for me. (Haha)

Well, I think I need to end this as I think it is getting seriously boring now.. So, the title again. Beginning of the End. The End is starting to get near already. That is why it is Beginning. Got it? Never mind. I don't really think through what I wrote. So, that is all for now. See you lot in a few days...

P.S: I am currently seeking for a part time job so I can pay for my rent and everyday spending. Besides, I hope that the job can let me have enough money to change my hand phone and then still have some leftovers for me to have fun in the city once in a while. Hehe... All the BEST to me...

Circle

Well, well, well, why did I use "circle" as the title of this post?
Of course, by definition, a circle is a shape where there are no vertex. (this is according to me, I am not sure if it is accurate definition of circle.)

But that is not the reason why I chose it, of course I won't write a blog just because of a shape. My language is not that good until I can do that yet. So, enough with the crap, the reason is because I think it is ironic how things work out. Just like a circle, you will be doing things that happened to you. Or something like that, let me explain.

So, it has been around 3months since I am in Sydney. Before coming here, I got the attitude of "ya, it's okay, I don't worry, so you don't need to worry as well" This is because my aunts and cousins were very worried and always remind me of this and that. I was like "ya ya, I know I know. Okay Okay." I don't know why they are so worried and tell me so many things to be careful of and stuff..

But, as I said, ironically, now the same things had happened to me. I found out that my cousin and sister are going to study in UTAR in Kampar. Since this is the first time that two girls leave home, so I was like remember to bring this, be careful of that, check this and so on to them. I did not know why I said all that to them also but it just seems the right thing to do.

I msn with them when I told them all those stuff. So when I was typing, I was "Oh My! I am doing what my cousin did" and I was laughing while typing. I just can't believe how ironic life is. It really is like a circle, I never thought I will do the worrying and yet I did. Haha.

Okay, I think you might be bored with my writing thus I am ending this.
Well, maybe because I forgotten what else to write. Haha. Well, this post waas schedule on the 19th and I postpone it to today because of my stupid assignment which I really hope is good enough so that I can pass the course. I have no intention of repeating that stupid course any time soon.

So, this is the end of this post as I need to get my rest now. Thanks for reading.

Affected

Well, first thing first, I have a report due tomorrow which I have not finish it yet but because this incident happened so quickly I had to post this to release myself from that feeling so that I can concentrate back on my report.

Two friends of mine who are living together in a foreign country had a fight. I do not know what are they fighting about as both parties did not tell me and I think I am in no position to ask any one of them. Since they are not willing to tell anyone yet, then I think is best to not intervene yet. So, here I am, affected by their temporary ruin friendship.

I do not know why I feel so affected by this. I seen quarrels and fights everywhere, but this time it seems more serious. Maybe my thinking has change and now I feel more? I do not know the reason but it is getting in the way of me and my finished report. So, I need a quick method to throw it out of my mind and focus on the report. Thus, here I am, writing this all out without planning. I thought my next post here would be of something else and I already had an idea written down and I will write it when I finish my report. But, who knows that this incident who arise and gosh I just feel like posting this first.

I think I feel affected by how complex humans are. Humans with the blessing of Gods have the intelligences that no other beings have. But now kind of thinking of it, is it a blessing? I think I am not qualified enough to comment on that and I leave that part to those who are interested and qualified to explore. But, just to think about it, just ask this question to yourself.

"Who make the most damage in this world?"
"Who kill the most being in this world?"
"Who kill just for the sake of killing?"

I am currently short of other questions but I think temporary these will have to do. So, I believe you have the answers and thus I question, "Why?"
This I believe is a stupid question where no one has the correct answer, thus this concluded that I am stupid. Yes, I am. This is why I feel so affected by things that do not even concerned me. Now, I think it is a problem for me, or is it not?

Okay, enough with the stupidity. I need to get back to my report now. Felling slightly better now. Hoping that I can finish my report in time.
All the BEST to me..

我落泪。情绪零碎

地上断了翅的蝶 不像自由地蔓延
爱原来更心碎 都可以更细节
田野风绕过几条街 秋天收获了满地的落叶
于是又一整夜 感情的句子都枯萎 凋谢
我不想再写 随手撕下这一页
原来是跟离别 可以没有结尾
焦 距后悔的跟着写 于是我把诗折叠
有几重感觉 挑一束白玫瑰 你将爱退回
我不落泪 忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久 了会累 也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡 我清醒着 一再续杯
我落泪 情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇 带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅 结局满天的风雪
我不想写 随手撕下这一页

This song is from Jay Chou's newest album... I like this song among his new songs... Don't know why I like this song.. I just do.. Hehe..
Okay, I am going for my bath now and I will return to write a post or maybe I won't. This is because I need to rush a report that is due this Friday and that report is 2500 words which I don't even know what to write about.. God BLESS Me..

What is it?

Everyone had the same amount of it...
Most people says it is not enough...
Yet some people says they have too much...

So,
How can the same thing be different?
Why can the same thing be different?
The answer,
Because everyone is different...
Because everyone is unique...

Everyone is racing with it...
Most people try as hard as they can...
Yet no one can catch up with it...
It always stays ahead of everyone...

You want to control it...
I want to control it...
But no one get to be it's master...

It doesn't have legs...
It doesn't have life...
But it moves without slowing down...

It is here...
It is there...
Where is it?
Who can tell?

You can't see it...
You can't touch it...
But you always know...
Oh Yes you do...
That it is there...


So,
How do you use it?
Which is the best?
You and Me can tell...
But who can really do it?

Night + Cold Wind + Ice-Cream

Haha. Yes, I did that. It was night time, or to be more precise is almost midnight, and the wind was blowing and some might even feel cold with the wind and yet I had ice-cream in shorts and T-shirt.

Well, the night started off with a dinner in the city with my housemate, Jonathan and his friends which I know where 2 of them are celebrating their birthday on 1st and 2nd of May, Justin and Xiao Yun. So, they had dinner in a place where it is near the cinema, but I didn't because I had a late lunch. Thus, after the meal we went to the cinema to watch Iron Man 2, and the ticket cost me $20. GOD!! Expensive!!!! I am never going to watch a movie that expensive ever again!! Haha. So, after the movie, they decided to go for ice-cream, and we did.

So, it was around 11.30pm and there we are, eating ice-cream in the night with the cold breeze blowing every second it had the chance. I was basically shivering as it was too cold and I had only a T-shirt and shorts on. So, why didn't I wear a jacket? Well, this is because I want to get use to the weather here to prepare myself for winter. Thus, I was shivering while eating ice-cream. COOL. haha..

The weather here now is quite cold already, and the bad thing is it isn't winter yet. It is just nearing end of autumn and thus this means it will get colder during winter!! Not sure if I am prepared for that kind of weather.. But, I will have to! Haha.

Okay, This is all for now. I need to get back to my Calculus or I might just merely pass my test again. All the BEST for me! and of course to all those reading this. haha..

Someone MOTIVATE me!!!

Oh GOD!! I have a Calculus Test on Monday and an Economics Test on Tuesday, yet I haven;t even started studying yet. SHIT!! What am I doing?? Why haven't I started revising? Well, I just don't have that mood, or more precisely is that I had lost the mood of studying a long time ago and now I am in the process of finding it back. I need IT to COME BACK!! I need it! I need to!!

What can I say? I adopted this kind of lifestyle since I was From3 so it will take some time to search back that kind of feeling. I always wanted good marks but I never work hard for it. Why? I don't know. I always promise myself that I will study but then I will end up doing something else. Why? Why? Why? Maybe it is my newly found (but not so new anymore) attitude of happy-go-lucky. I always thought everything will just turn out fine but I was constantly proven wrong! Yet, little effort had been made to change this not-so-good attitude of mine, at least it is not good in terms of study.

So, what is the point of writing this? I guess is to make a note to myself that I wanted to study and I NEED to study! Or else i might just pack my bags and go back to Malaysia and study which will save a lot of money. So, please remember to STUDY!!!

Okay, I think it is enough. I think I really need to start limit myself on playing and thus transfer my time to STUDY!! And, by the way, I haven't even mention anything that is related to my title. Anyone who read this can feel free to remind me of studying. Besides, if anyone is thinking of coming to University of New South Wales please do and then motivate me to study every single minute. Thanks.

Hoping for the BEST!!

Airport, Me & Rain?

So, I don't really know why I am writing this, or naming the title so, but I just have a sudden urge to visit airports but I don't think I can as it is costly to get to the airport from my place. 

Well, no, the actual reason why I wrote this blog is to kill time so that I can wish Samuel a Happy Birthday but I can't wait till Malaysia time and thus Samuel will just have to do with Sydney time which is 2hours faster than Malaysia. So, Samuel, if you are reading this on 29 April, Happy Birthday! If it is after that date, Happy Belated Birthday! If it is before that date, Happy Birthday in Advance! Okay, I take note of all the possibilities already. (Sorry, did too much Mathematics.)

Okay, that is enough, I need to get back to the main topic of this post. Airports!
Argh! I miss airports! I still remember visiting the small airport in Alor Star when I was very very young with my family. My dad will like say, "Hey, lets go and visit the airport on the way to somewhere which I can't remember." Well, the important thing is that although the airport is small and there are practically no major airplanes flying in that airport, but I still remember the airport. (From the road as I never set foot on the airport, we always drive through the airport and make some stops just to have a better view of the airplane model.)

And here I am now, in Sydney, and I have no idea how the airport looks like. I was so busy finding my cousin from the sea of people when I got out of the arrival and did not even bother to look clearly at the airport. (which is a mistake.) So, now I wonder when can I revisit, or I think visit is the better word, the airport again?  Why? I myself have no answer to that. I just had the sudden feeling like "Oooo! I want to do that" kind of feel. Yaya, I know I am half crazy, thank you for confirming that with me. Maybe I miss home and thus I miss the airport, but the truth is still a mystery and I awaits anyone who can solve it.  (Please, if you are going to suggest answers to my crazy urge, please, please give me some decent guesses. Thank you.)

I think another part that contributes to my urge is that I see planes flying all the time. I can see planes flying when I walk to University, and when I walk back from University. So, that makes me think that, "Hmm, where did they fly from, or where are they flying to?" and then I was like "Oh My! I don't even know what the Sydney International Airport looks like." Haha. So, maybe this is the main reason why I wanted to visit the airport, because I don't have any memories of it! I don't know where it is, I don't know how big it is, I don't know what it looks like. I just know I flown to Sydney through a plane that landed there. That's it. So, I think I better get more memories/pictures/idea of the place and thus, I wanted to visit the airport. TaDa..

Haha. I am glad that you stick through reading all this nonsense of mine to this point. Congratulations, you are well on your way to become as crazy as I am. Haha. But, I got to say, this is nothing compared to my liking for rains. And I do mean RAINS!

What??  You might ask. Yes, the Rain. I like the Rain. especially those that will get you wet from head to toe in seconds type of rain. I just like to walk in the rain, not worrying about getting sick or getting wet, which I found out that I liked. No, not the sick part, I hate getting sick. Haha. But, being in the rain is not as easy as it seems. I can't just run into the rain whenever I see them, it depends on the situation. I can't go into the rain when I know my parents will scream at me and then lecture me for an hour or so. The only time I can be in the rain is when my parents won't find out about it, so it is mostly camping time. Yeah! Oh NO! I just open up a new topic that would cost me days to write it all out. So, I think I better don't start on that. I will just stick to the original topic which is Rain. Well, I just thought I might ask, don't you think it is fun to be caught in the rain and just let it washes you? I like that feeling and thus LOVE the Rain. (Well, you already told me that I am crazy, so I will just take it once more, why not? Haha.)

Okay, it is way past my bedtime as I decided to go to bed early. (7minutes has pass where no entry has been made) And YEAH!! Samuel finally online and thus I switch my focus to wishing him and now I am back, to finish this "I-don't-know-what-to-call-it-post". And now, I am ending this. Yes, I am ending it. Thank you for reading it till this very last few lines. I mean it. Thank you. Okay, okay, I am ending this. Yaya.. It is now, officially 
THE END.