Well, I would like to apologize first, I don't have the pictures to upload, but all of that is in somewhere safe.
It is in my mind.
The times we spend together,
the things we did together,
the games we played together,
the fight we fought together,
They are now memories, and only memories.
We can't turn back time, yet I will if i could,
to that time, that particular time,
over and over again, and never get bored,
But that is not possible.
How I regret not giving enough that time,
there is so much more I can do,
yet I didn't do it.
If I could turn back time, I will surely give more!
No!!
I will give ALL!!
If I did that, maybe the memories will be better.
Sorry, FRIENDS.
Sorry.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
ONE
When I saw you for the first time
I knew you were the one
You didn't say a word to me
but love was in the air
When you held my hand
pulled me into your world
From then all of my life
has changed for you
Now I never feel lonely again
'coz you're in my life
Love, how can I explain to you
The way I feel inside
When I think of you
I thank you for everything that you showed me
Don't you ever forget that I love you
Love, I know that someday will soon
you'll be right next to me
Holding me so tight
so I’ll always be yours
Although we can't be
together now
Remember I am here for you
and I know you're there for me
Whenever I long to be with you
I just close my eyes and pretend you're here
I see you I touch you I feel you
I will
Nothing can ever change
what I feel inside
How long must I be far away from you
I don't know dear but
I know we are one
- End -
A very nice song.. It is the theme song of the movie "Friendship" with Japan and Korean working together to make the movie a success. Won Bin is the leading actor, forgot the leading actress's name, but she is from Japan.
Recommended it to whoever who like a movie that will make you cry but then a happy ending.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Wesak Procession
Hehe..
Today is Wesak Day.
I walk my first procession.
Haha.
Although I always wanted to join in a procession, but I never did, so today is my first, and more importantly, I decided to walk it 2hours before it started.
Haha.
My leg ache (This is because I did not exercise regularly, hehe)
But still it is okay, shorter than I thought it would be, but it was fun.
Hehe.
Today is Wesak Day.
I walk my first procession.
Haha.
Although I always wanted to join in a procession, but I never did, so today is my first, and more importantly, I decided to walk it 2hours before it started.
Haha.
My leg ache (This is because I did not exercise regularly, hehe)
But still it is okay, shorter than I thought it would be, but it was fun.
Hehe.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Life
So, let me ask you a question,
What is the reason that you are still alive?
I do not know about what the reason might be for you, but
For me, and maybe just a small number of people in the world, the reason is,
Because of my parents and family.
Yes, I am still living my life because of my parents and my family.
Why? You might ask.
Well, this is because they brought me to this world, love me and I have not repay them.
If I end my life, they will be miserable, sad, therefore, I am still breathing.
This is the main and only reason I am still living, as I have nothing to look for in the future.
I have foreseen my own future which will be hard as it will ever be.
Why and How I know that?
Well, I cannot tell you why, as there is too much at stake. I cannot bear the pressure of letting another soul to know, it is just too risky.
How I know? Well, when I know why, I soon know that my life will be harder and harder everyday. This will be a fact, yet I cannot give anymore information then I already do, or everything I been trying to hide will be exposed. This is as far as I am willing to spill, so please do not ask me anything more. I will not say anything.
So, know you know why I am still alive, as you might notice, my reason is not a strong one, as once my family is well, on their way to heaven, maybe I will join them, even though it is not my time yet. However, you may also notice that I am a very responsible son, I live for my parents and family, I cannot end my life when I know they will be very devastated with my departure. I care for them and do not want them to be sad of my doings. Therefore, here I am, still breathing in this world.
No matter how hard my future life will be, I will still have to keep on living. Yet I will avoid thinking of my problems instead of solving them as there are no possible ways that I can think of that will solve the problem. Therefore, as I like to say,
Life Goes On..
What is the reason that you are still alive?
I do not know about what the reason might be for you, but
For me, and maybe just a small number of people in the world, the reason is,
Because of my parents and family.
Yes, I am still living my life because of my parents and my family.
Why? You might ask.
Well, this is because they brought me to this world, love me and I have not repay them.
If I end my life, they will be miserable, sad, therefore, I am still breathing.
This is the main and only reason I am still living, as I have nothing to look for in the future.
I have foreseen my own future which will be hard as it will ever be.
Why and How I know that?
Well, I cannot tell you why, as there is too much at stake. I cannot bear the pressure of letting another soul to know, it is just too risky.
How I know? Well, when I know why, I soon know that my life will be harder and harder everyday. This will be a fact, yet I cannot give anymore information then I already do, or everything I been trying to hide will be exposed. This is as far as I am willing to spill, so please do not ask me anything more. I will not say anything.
So, know you know why I am still alive, as you might notice, my reason is not a strong one, as once my family is well, on their way to heaven, maybe I will join them, even though it is not my time yet. However, you may also notice that I am a very responsible son, I live for my parents and family, I cannot end my life when I know they will be very devastated with my departure. I care for them and do not want them to be sad of my doings. Therefore, here I am, still breathing in this world.
No matter how hard my future life will be, I will still have to keep on living. Yet I will avoid thinking of my problems instead of solving them as there are no possible ways that I can think of that will solve the problem. Therefore, as I like to say,
Life Goes On..
Friday, May 8, 2009
Haiz..Stupid JPA
Haiyo, this JPA lo.. can make it in time then don't say you can.
It is a disgrace!!
They made a link where we can check, which is what I said in the earlier post.
That, is a not completed product, that is why it have such a confusing reply.
They now, 11+, nearing 12 am only manage to make a link that does not offer that odd reply.
So, whatever now. I can't get it, so be it.
Life must goes on.
No matter how hard it might be, yet you got to still keep it going.
This is Life.
It is a disgrace!!
They made a link where we can check, which is what I said in the earlier post.
That, is a not completed product, that is why it have such a confusing reply.
They now, 11+, nearing 12 am only manage to make a link that does not offer that odd reply.
So, whatever now. I can't get it, so be it.
Life must goes on.
No matter how hard it might be, yet you got to still keep it going.
This is Life.
Wait.. Wait.. Wait.. Wait.. Wait.. Disappoinment
As you may have know, I waited and waited and waited for the results of JPA.
In the end only disappointment awaits me. Well, that is not the cause of my feelings, it is the way they do things. They postpone countless times of the actual time of release. Then, now they even did not take those that fail to get the scholarship seriously.
Those that did not get it, when enter their IC to check, will see this:
91xxxxxxxxxx, TIADA, TIADA, TIADA, TIADA, GAGAL, no, TIADA
after this, there is another one saying:
GAGAL
then something like this appears:
Haiz, what is the government thinking? Doing a thing like that?
The first reply really make me feel that it was a joke. Who would have taken it seriously when you repeated TIADA for four times straight. MENTAL!!!
Haiz, guess this means back to my prison in Penang for another hard four months.
In the end only disappointment awaits me. Well, that is not the cause of my feelings, it is the way they do things. They postpone countless times of the actual time of release. Then, now they even did not take those that fail to get the scholarship seriously.
Those that did not get it, when enter their IC to check, will see this:
91xxxxxxxxxx, TIADA, TIADA, TIADA, TIADA, GAGAL, no, TIADA
after this, there is another one saying:
GAGAL
then something like this appears:
| Nombor MyKad | 91xxxxxxxxxx | |
| Status | TIDAK BERJAYA | |
| Rayuan | Anda boleh membuat rayuan. Sila Klik pada butang "PERMOHONAN RAYUAN" untuk membuat rayuan. | |
Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA) telah mempertimbangkan dengan saksama permohonan saudara / saudari untuk mendapatkan Biasiswa Persekutuan bagi melanjutkan pengajian ke luar negara di bawah Program Ijazah Luar Negara (PILN) 2009. Walau bagaimanapun, permohonan saudara / saudari tidak dapat diluluskan. Untuk makluman saudara / saudari masih berpeluang memohon biasiswa JPA sekiranya mendapat tempat untuk mengikuti pengajian peringkat Diploma dan Ijazah Pertama di Institusi Pengajian Tinggi tempatan. Sekian, terima kasih. Bahagian Pembangunan Modal Insan Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam | ||
Haiz, what is the government thinking? Doing a thing like that?
The first reply really make me feel that it was a joke. Who would have taken it seriously when you repeated TIADA for four times straight. MENTAL!!!
Haiz, guess this means back to my prison in Penang for another hard four months.
Malaysia "Boleh"!!!
Really lik sai nia...
at 1st say 3pm, then change to 5pm, then change again to 8pm. now say close pulak..
Malaysia really "BOLEH" nia.. who else can change so many times?
If you duno wat i mean, i will just inform u.
I mean about the JPA results which is suppose to be out today.
haiz..
(sorry for my spellings, mood nt good)
at 1st say 3pm, then change to 5pm, then change again to 8pm. now say close pulak..
Malaysia really "BOLEH" nia.. who else can change so many times?
If you duno wat i mean, i will just inform u.
I mean about the JPA results which is suppose to be out today.
haiz..
(sorry for my spellings, mood nt good)
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