The Past All Over Again

Well, I think this is the more suitable title for my post today. I was thinking of a few other titles but I think this is the most suitable. Why? I don't know why. Don't ask me that question. I don't know how my brains and preferences work, I just know that I like it this way that is why it is this way. End of story.

So, continue on with the original reason why I wanted to write this post. This time I think in a calmer feeling. I don't feel that affected like the last time this sort of thing happened. Why? This time I think I can explain it, sort of. I think this time I kind of like accepted the fact that people don't change easily. This is the truth. This is fact. History is always going to find a way to repeat itself, this is always true. I think you might nod in agreement to my statement. So, yeah!! This means that I am correct for once. Haha..

So, why do I say that? Or maybe I should say I think this is just how life is. Attitude is not something you can change overnight. You might not being able to change it even if you are given a long period of time. The key to this change is your determination. Determination to change. Yet most people lack this as it is their habits of doing it and thus it is very very hard to change. They must put in extra effort to control it, then have the determination of keeping their effort. Most will give up in the process as it is more easier this way.
This is why sometimes one would say, " I have told you thousands of times already, why don't you get it?" Don't you think you hear this a lot? Yes yes, I know. I am that kind of person as well, in fact most of us are like that. So, now you know why. Attitudes and Habits cannot be changed like you change, it is more complicated than that, and I think most of you know it already.

Okay, now I have lost my way. I always do that. I would come out with a good post title then halfway through I might include irrelevant stuffs then I will run out of topic, or have nothing more to continue.
Inspiration came and I am back on track.

So, here we are, living our lives as we wanted. Then there came in the other people. Families, Friends, Co-leagues, all those people that we interact with in our lives. They might not always agree with our ways, thus conflicts arise. How to deal with this? I don't want to go in there. I will leave it for you to handle it yourself, this is because different people have different ways of dealing with conflicts. I just want to bring out the topic of some people may take conflicts more seriously than other people. There is where the feeling of dislike came in, and worse still is fights, with the worst murder.
Okay, I am out of ideas again.

I think I had been way out of topic since the start. I should have emphasize on that people don't change easily and thus history always repeats itself. The past will be going all over again. We will face the same problem as we did before. Thus I think I should conclude and get on with doing my work or else my history will always be repeated again.

Okay, conclusion is, to avoid the past to happen all over again, we must, and I seriously do mean MUST study the problem we faced in the past in a neutral way. I know it is hard to do so, but we can always try. Then we reevaluate the situation and decisions that was taken by the parties involved. By saying this, I hope that everyone is rational and will thus make the appropriate revaluation and then learn from this mistake. After that, when similar problems occurs, we can apply what we learn in the past here and hope to get a better result. This is the optimum way of doing things, this is called learning. Yet, who can do this effectively? I don't know about the others, but I know I certainly cannot, but I am trying.

So, let us all try to make the correct decision and thus live a better life. All the BEST to all.

(Sorry for the ending, I suddenly ran out of idea and thus the post seems quite a bit poor in the end part. Well, sorry for that, this is all I can come out with. Hope you enjoyed it and learn something from it, if there really are anything for you to learn that is. Haha..)

Love

Well, first, I need to say, I don't remember writing something this long.. It is written on 6th October 2009, well, that is the date that my laptop recorded, so I think that should be correct. I can't believe that I wrote all this.. So, I will just post it as it is and will not look through it already as I might change something. So, here goes... Be ready for it.. It is quite long.

Love
What is love?
How can you tell you’re in love?
Or
How can you tell you’re not in love?

I kept thinking of you,
I kept dreaming of you,
Is this love?
I like your smile,
I like your style,
Is this love?
If this is, then shouldn’t I be happy?
If this isn’t, then what is it?

What is so great that can make me happy and sad at the same time?
What is so great that can make me laugh and cry at the same time?
What else if it is not love?
Yet who can be sure this is love?
Will you confirm this is love?
Can you confirm this is love?
Please help me.
I’m confused,
I don’t know what to do.
I’m happy, I’m sad,
I’m strong, I’m weak,
I’m a jumble of things.
Yet none helped me, to clear my worries,
Is this love?

How is love?
Shouldn’t love be a good thing?
Shouldn’t love bring happiness?
Yet why is sadness following closely?
Can happiness exist without sorrows?
Or can sorrows exist without happiness?
Can it?
Love bring happiness, yet love bring sorrows,
Is this fact? Or is it crap?
Who knows for sure?

Is love simple?
Or is it complicated?
Can it be that simple that it is complicated?
Can it be that complicated that it is simple?
If love is simple then can it lasts?
Can we cherish something so easily obtained?
If love is complicated that can it starts?
Can we possibly endure the problems associates with it?

Is there an expiry date for love?
When will love dies?
Is it the day we die?
But why does divorce happened?
If it is not the day we die, then when is it?
When will love dies?
How can we know love had left?
And how can we handle the day love left?
If being in love makes us alive,
Then what about being out of love?

Question after question after question,
Never ending question with no precise answer,
Each trying to answer the question but failed,
As it is not a question, neither is it an answer.
It is something greater,
It is love.

Hope you enjoy it.. Haha..

100th

Yeah!!! Congratulations to my blog... For having it's 100th post!!
YEAH!! YEAH!!! YEAH!!!
So happy that I can write 100 post in I think around 3 years.. Haha..

I think I want to write another post since I do not want to spoil the Happy Mood of this post... Haha..

Happy 100th post my blog... Hehe...

Sorry

Haha. Hi, I am back, after disappearing for I think near a month.. Haha..
So, I think you might have been able to guess what is the meaning of my post title...
Hehe, hopefully you got it right. I am saying sorry to my blog for ignoring it for so long.. Sorry for letting you wait so long, you must had been so lonely... Sorry.. but I am so busy and had no inspiration on blog materials, you get the idea.. Haha..

So, what should I write now? Well, to relate on recent events, I got my results back already. Although I pass every subject with 2 Pass, 1 Credit and 1 Distinction, however this is not my best attempt. I know I can do better, is just I don't put in as much effort as I used to.. Which is very very long ago... Haha.. So, I decide to introduce a new Me to me.. Hopefully this new Me is a better Me which will help me into getting the best grades that I could possibly get, so that I can take 5subjects next year and apply for student exchange. Hehe.. I was hoping to go to UK for one semester.. Haha..

Keeping my fingers cross and working hard... Hoping that I could cope with the new Me which hopefully could bring me best results. And oh, besides that, hope that the new Me could also work in a more tight schedule since I wanted to find a part time job.. So, Go Me! Haha..