Saturday, February 27, 2010

I Love You Always Forever

Haha.. Please don't get the wrong idea, I just love the song.. Haha.. So I am recommending this song to everyone.. I personally like the chorus as I like the tune and the lyrics.. I think it is perfect. haha.. Go find out and listen to the song.. Here are the lyrics..

The starting might be a little dull, but give the song a chance.. You might actually LIKE it.. Just as I was.. Haha.. 

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS FOREVER
by Donna Lewis

Feels like
I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists
Of pale amber rose
Feels like
I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching discovering you

Those days of warm rains
Come rushing back to me
Miles of windless
Summer night air
Secret moments
Shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness
Soft spoken words

Say say it again
I love you always forever
Near and far
Closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far
Closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable
Blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under blue sky
With pure white stars
Exotic sweetness a magical time

Say say it again
I love you always forever
Near and far
Closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far
Closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

Say you'll love love me forever
Never stop never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything
(Repeat 3 times)

I love you always forever
Near and far
Closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far
Closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you


I am lazy to find a link for you guys, so please be kind enough to go find the song yourself.. well, the song is quite old... so be prepared for oldies.. haha..

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Life

Well, so here I am, getting an hour or two with my housemates in the dinning room.. Well, at first the topic was like oh this oh that, a lot of nonsense, but then the topic get a little serious, did I say little? I mean a lot.. Haha.. So, here is my conclusion of the discussion which I took the passive part..

The rich people will always continue to dominate over the poor as my Economics lecturer in IICP, Miss Sara Seah always says, "The rich become richer and the poor become poorer." Well, this is a fact! The cruel reality of this very world we live in. Everything is about money and this is now affecting our lives greatly. The young people are not going to have babies as babies are not economically good for them. Yes! Babies cost a fortune! That is why the growth rate for most developed or developing countries are dropping. So, maybe in a decade or so, you might not even can spot a youngster riding their cute little four-wheel bicycle on the playground. Imagine that!

What can I say? This is reality! And movies are almost always a lie! The world is not always as beautiful as it seems, it always has a darker side with it. But, I think this is life. You give, you give, you give and maybe take some, then you are returned to the earth in how many decades? 8 can be consider quite good and those living till they are 90 are amazing. So, what to do with the remaining time you have left is in your hands. You are the one managing your future. Although this may seem optimistic, yet sometimes reality does not work this way. You need extra help, you need LUCK! Yes! Luck! You need it because sometimes, no matter how hard you try to improve your life, it may still be the same. Only those blessed can really change their life around, from the poor to the rich, and how do they do that? If this question is in the 70s or 80s and even the 90s I can confidently tell you, it was their effort. But now, effort does not equal success and fortunes anymore. The equation has now become more complicated. Now, we need luck on our side to help us, to make our path to fortune available. So, how can we change our poor life? Without the correct amount of effort and luck, I don't think that is possible now.

Yes, cruelty of the modern life. It is shocking yet true. Think about it. The future is in your hands, yet you can't deny it will help a lot to have Lady Luck on your side. But still, I am not encouraging to depend all on luck, we must have the correct equation. So, have you found it yet? Please share it with me if you have found it, but I doubt you will. Why? Well, this is LIFE !!

P.S: Sorry, I have to cut it short, I have a lot of nonsense left in my head, waiting for me to pull it out, yet I am quite sleepy now and my stomach is getting hungry and I need to wake up early for tomorrow. So, that is all for now. Please wait for another day when I will be inspired by some topic so I can pour everything out. Till then, bye.

Blank

Well, I can't really remember when I wrote this, but I was looking for HSC assignments for a friend and found out about this article that mostly is written by me but I forgot when and why I wrote it. Haha.. (Short term memory)

So, here goes:

Everyone has a book, which wrote down and record every second of their lives.

Many may not realize the existence of this special book, yet it is there, no matter you notice it or not, it is, and will always be, there.

It is a special book, you don’t need ink to write in it, in fact there is no need for writing at all. The book will magically fill itself with all the details that it needs, or a better word will be desire.

The good things that happen in our lives, all the happy moments, the laughter, the joyful time, the unforgettable time we had with our love ones, the book will record. Yet, there are also the bad times, times when darkness fall, the sad moments, the things that make us cry, feeling down, the book will record. There is nothing the book won’t record. It is both a strength and weakness of the book. It just continues filling itself, never stopping even for a second, constantly refilling its pages with new things that happen in our lives.

Yet, this proves to be bad. The pages kept renewing as the book kept refilling. The pages are limited yet the story is never ending. Therefore, if you ask me “So, what is your book about?”. I will just have to say “Honestly, I also don’t know. They are blank.” Yes! They are blank. The book is refilling itself, yet without the use of ink, the book is still blank, no matter how much it wrote, the next day, it is blurred. In a few weeks time, it is blank. Only something that is strong, so strong that it can withstand the corrosive power that took over the book, eating away all the words that the book wrote. So what on earth is that powerful? Well, I don’t know, that is why, my book is still,

blank.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

COLD..

Well, the temperature drops all of a sudden and now it was like COLD...
Haha.. so, it is cold right now and hoping this will improve my sleeping as I don't have any air blowing into my room thus making me feel quite odd where I feel hot but the weather is cold.. Haha.. So, the sun I think has fallen asleep earlier today making everything cold..

So, a bit more about my day. I woke up, shut my alarm, reset the time a couples of times today.. starting from 8am to 8.30am to 8.45am to 8.54am where I snooze my alarm.. So, i don't know why I don't just set it at 9am. Haha..

Well, I got to the Uni and had a Australian School of Business(ABS) welcome and after that is a free lunch followed by a tour. Met a bunch of first year commerce students, but don't know if we will be in the same class.. Hoping to be in the same class with at least one of them so I won't feel alienated. (ESL: Belonging, Haha.. I miss Miss Kam ESL D class) So, we play around and had a tour so we know at least each others faces.. haha.. I'm quite lazy to type right now as I am having my yesterday's breakfast + today's breakfast which I didn't finish as my pre-dinner, it is a huge muffin.. haha..

So, tomorrow I will be asking more about my course and hopefully I had made the right choice.. Besides I will be applying for the study aboard program where I get to have a semester or two outside of Sydney or even Australia.. Hoping for UK, as I can meet some friends there. Haha.. So, quite busy day tomorrow. Plus, I will be meeting JJ ( Jinq Jhao ) for the first time. I met him through Stanley through Facebook knowing that he is studying at UNSW as well, so hopefully we can be best friends.. Haha..

That is all for now, and please wait patiently at Facebook for the group photo. This is because we have to wait for the person to upload the photo and then we had to add them as friends before they can tag us up and by then will it only show on my profile.. So keep waiting!!!
Haha..

Sunday, February 21, 2010

What do you call this?

Hmm, as the title suggest,
what do you call a breakfast, lunch and dinner all in one??

Haha.. that is what I had today.. I had my breakfast, lunch and dinner at once..
Kakaz.. this is because I woke up late.. Very late.. then I played with the computer as there are peoples outside my room and I don't fell like walking out to take a bath.. Haha.. So, I waited till they are back, and that makes 4pm. Took a bath and preparing myself, facebooking for another hour or two, and that makes 6+. Haha..

First experiences, I don't know why I didn't feel hungry.. Haha.. Kakaz...

Hoping that I can make new friends FAST !! so that I can have someone to eat together.. Haha...

Saturday, February 20, 2010

SYDNEY !

So, here I am, arriving at Sydney, Australia for the first time and alone.
Haha, well, I want to thank my cousin for wasting her time finding 18 place till she found this nice room for me with nice housemates.. Without her help, I don't know what will I do. Thanks!

So, hoping for the best in this new place and hope that I can make new friends FAST !!
Haha.. the weather here is fine for now but don't know what will Autumn and Winter be like.. hoping they will not be too cold as I am not a fan for coldness.

Everything is quite well here.. and I am waiting for Monday to come as nothing much could be done during the weekends.. Hoping to upload photos soon on facebook, but I doubt that as I don't think I want to ask others to help me take it just yet.. Maybe when I got new friends then photos will start to show.

Ooops! I almost forgot about the flight, well, the 1hour flight to Singapore was nothing. Yet, the transit and getting from Terminal 2 to Terminal 3 was quite far and a sky train is needed.. For the flight to Australia, well, the food was good, yet I could not say so to the cheese and I think I ate raw/half cooked salmon. I'm not sure, couldn't tell. Haha. Yet I can't sleep on the flight as the place is quite small and I have been encountering similar situations a few nights already. So, not sure what was wrong, but I slept for 2hours after the flight and woke up at 3pm for lunch. So, don't know what will happen for tomorrow.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Why?

Well, all I can say is my luck had never been good since I was young, so I do not complain about that, just hoping that my bad luck would end when I step into the working society so that I can have a good career ahead of me. Haha.
What can I say? Being optimistic is just about all I had.. So I will stick with with no matter what. Although I might be caught of guarded by my emotions now and then, but most of the time I am easy going and happy.
Haha.
So, I decided to write this here so that I can forget about the bad experience I had yesterday and hoped that I would never ever be in it again.
And, Chinese New year is nearing.. And after that I will be flying to Australia soon enough. So, preparing myself although I had not even started packing yet. Haha.
All the best for me!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

UNSW

Well, I will be going to UNSW on the 19th of February and yet I still don't have a place to stay and haven't pack my things. Haha.
Not many people I know are going so hope that I can get along quick with the students there. Besides, I hope to have a place in the on campus hostel soon as I don't think I would want to stay at an non-school hostel place for my first semester as I personally think of it as dangerous. Haha. Yet UNSW village has not replied me and now I am getting desperate. Hoping that miracles will happen. Haha.

It has been a while since I last update my blog and I blame it on my internet. My internet has been malfunctioning all this while until recently where I can sometimes have an hour or two uninterrupted internet. Yet I fear the worst has yet to come, so now I am using all the time I can when the line is stable. Hope that Australia will have better connection.

I think this is all for now as I forgot about what I was going to write.
Until next time then.

P.S: I miss my high school relaxing life and my short 10month college life.
I so want to go back to those days. Anyone who had found a way to turn back time, please tell me, I can be the one to experiment it. Haha.