Emo-ing

Shit! (again I apologize for the harsh word)
Feeling quite down again, do not know the reason for this sudden change in mood.
I think I had been like this for the whole week now,
one second I am very happy, the second I am like totally down.
Really need to get myself checked. (haha)
Am I a bit crazy?
writing 3 post in 1 day?
But whatever, this is my blog and I decide when I want to write my post.
Haha. (feeling happy again)
Crazy + Silly me..

SHIT YOU!!

Wow!
Never thought I will write a post with this title,but sometimes it is needed that we use harsh words on harsh people. So, whatever. (my EQ is not high, so forgive me.)
Well, I really don't like it, I really don't.
I don't understand why, but I hated it even more when it is said by someone that I do not know (acquaintance) and I am needed to corresponds with them.
Haiz, although after some thought, I know they mean no harm, but it is just not sweet to the ears, (or eyes to be exact) yet, I still can't stop myself from being affected.
Shit!
I shouldn't have been affected!
What a waste of my feelings. (strange phrase)
Haha.
All well now..

Back to Penang Already

Wow!
So fast my 1week holiday is finished.
So, here I am, back to Penang, waiting for tomorrow's big day.
Don't know if I can handle tomorrow.
Haha.
Whatever, what must come, have to come.
So, I think I just have to go through it no matter what.

Sorry

I'm sorry.
I shouldn't created the chance when there isn't any.
I'm sorry I gave you hope.
I'm sorry I did not say things through.
I just don't know what to do.
So please forgive me.
I never meant to hurt anyone.
But nothing matters now,
what is done is done,
nothing can undone it,
all i can ask for is,
forgive me.

Trial Exam, Finish??

Well, here I am, a day after my trial exam, but is it really finish?
I did not so good for my ESL,
I did kind of bad for my Economics,
I did very bad for my Extension 2,
I did fine for my Accounts,
I did okay for my Physics,
and lastly,
I did acceptable for my Extension 1.

So, tell me, is trial exam over??

TRIAL EXAM

Well, my Trial Exam is in 5 days and I still haven't study yet.
I don't have the mood for study, my mind is full of other things.
How I love to be dead right now, then all the worries and problems will be gone,
YET!
If I'm dead, then I created problems for my family. So,
Here I am,
Still walking and breathing and writing blog where I am suppose to be studying.
But, what can I do?
I don't really have the mood for studying, I just don't have.
So, please ensure that
my trials will come out just fine
or,
If I am dead by then.
Thanks for wasting your time reading.

Love

If we can love someone so much,
How will we be able to handle it the one day when we are separated?
And, if being separated is a part of life,
Is it possible, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?
Is it possible that, we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all?

This is edited from a movie, it is not my work and I will not take credit for it.
I just feel that it suites my feeling now so well, thus I quoted it.
Well, what to say?
This is LIFE.