TRIAL EXAM

Well, my Trial Exam is in 5 days and I still haven't study yet.
I don't have the mood for study, my mind is full of other things.
How I love to be dead right now, then all the worries and problems will be gone,
YET!
If I'm dead, then I created problems for my family. So,
Here I am,
Still walking and breathing and writing blog where I am suppose to be studying.
But, what can I do?
I don't really have the mood for studying, I just don't have.
So, please ensure that
my trials will come out just fine
or,
If I am dead by then.
Thanks for wasting your time reading.