Lazy Me

Well, the title say most of what I am planing to say. I am lazy.
Haha.
I wanted to edit my blog background to make it not so boring.. but when I found out I can't just change the background without going through a lot of reading, I give up..
So, I am waiting for a day when I get very bored and enthusiastic about blogging then that is when I will change the background.. So please wait very very patiently for that day.. although I doubt it will be anytime soon..
Haha..
Off to gaming now. See you.

我爱他

我爱他

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

New song by 丁当 and I love the song...

Highly recommended..

hehe..

Goodbye

Goodbye my friends,
though we may not like it,
yet there is nothing much we can do about it.
A short 10 month course,
yet I only knew you for the most 8months,
how regret that I didn't know you earlier,
then we can have 10 months of memories,
but what is in the past is in the past,
I can't ask for anything more,
just hope that we will remember the times we had together,
struggling to finish countless reports,
mind spinning during last minute exam preparations,
playing games after games on our laptops,
eating at the not so cheap canteen,
taking supper together at 211,
and don't forget the birthdays that we celebrate together,
All those, and many others, are still fresh in my mind,
bound to be remembered, I hoped, forever.
Yet memory is an odd thing,
sometimes the more you want to remember it,
the easier you will forget it,
so the only thing that I regret most now is,
that we didn't took as much photo as possible during all those memorable events,
to help strengthen our memory,
so that we can still relate ourselves to each other,
so that we can still remember the laughter that we shared,
so that we, know we once had spend time together, as friends.

Well, what can we do?
Reality is cruel.
We have to part and go our separate ways now,
As this is a step of life.
So my friends,
I wish you all,
May you all have the brightest future,
and sometimes when you're free,
please think about we,
and that is enough for me.

Dead..

I have to say goodbye to my results already, as I don't think I did as well as I hoped I can do, or maybe is better that I say I didn't study and prepare for it at my best. I just linger around and hope for a miracle to happen, and every time after the exam, I end up being sad as I know I didn't did well for it, yet this is just for a few days, after that, it is me again, back as normal. Sigh! I so hate myself for allowing myself to be like this. I have the potential to do better, yet I didn't push myself and give the fullest. I hate myself! Why am I like this? When can I change? When will I change? I myself have no answer. I am lazy, this is a fact. So, how do we change fact? How and when will I have the determination to change the fact that I am lazy? Somebody please tell me.
I need to change! I want to change! I have to change!
So please, change!
Although I know this is quite impossible as I am lazy.