Results

Well, my results are out and once again I am not satisfied with it as it is not as good as I hoped it would be. Yet what do I expect when I did not give my fullest to prepare for the exam and always hope that a miracle would happen, that luck would be on my side. Well, I can say bye bye to my course as I did not reach the required ATAR, although I can use another pathway to reach my goal but I am not sure if I want to go that way. It all depends on the universities now whether to accept me or not, so I will leave it to them. I am just dropping by to say how sad and regret I felt, yet I think I will repeat this part again in future as this is how I am, so until I am awaken myself fully and take the initiative to change myself, I will be sure that I will write something like this. Haha.
So, keeping my fingers cross that I will really work hard for my degree, whatever degree that might be..

12 December 2009

Haha, just thought of writing this out as I am bored.
Looking forward to that day. Although some people attending that event had change their views on the event, yet I am still looking forward to it.
Just hope that another event which I think will ruin any event will not happen on this event as I think this maybe the last event we will spend together.
So, all the best!!
P.S: So looking forward to THE event. Haha.

Goodbye

Goodbye my friends,
though we may not like it,
yet there is nothing much we can do about it.
A short 10 month course,
yet I only knew you for the most 8months,
how regret that I didn't know you earlier,
then we can have 10 months of memories,
but what is in the past is in the past,
I can't ask for anything more,
just hope that we will remember the times we had together,
struggling to finish countless reports,
mind spinning during last minute exam preparations,
playing games after games on our laptops,
eating at the not so cheap canteen,
taking supper together at 211,
and don't forget the birthdays that we celebrate together,
All those, and many others, are still fresh in my mind,
bound to be remembered, I hoped, forever.
Yet memory is an odd thing,
sometimes the more you want to remember it,
the easier you will forget it,
so the only thing that I regret most now is,
that we didn't took as much photo as possible during all those memorable events,
to help strengthen our memory,
so that we can still relate ourselves to each other,
so that we can still remember the laughter that we shared,
so that we, know we once had spend time together, as friends.

Well, what can we do?
Reality is cruel.
We have to part and go our separate ways now,
As this is a step of life.
So my friends,
I wish you all,
May you all have the brightest future,
and sometimes when you're free,
please think about we,
and that is enough for me.

There goes my ESL Paper

Sigh!
There goes my ESL Paper.. down the drain..
sob..
Well, whatever, there's no turning back now, what is gone, is gone..
Have to work harder for the other subjects..
Hoping that I will have the will to do so..
Haha..

1 paper down...

Haha.. Just finish my ESL Paper 1 then rush to Queensbay to celebrate..
haha.. Well, I will study tomorrow, so today is relax day.
Haha. Anyway, just want to drop by and update as I haven't done that in weeks.
Kakaz..
Hoping all the papers will be as easy as today.
Kakaz..