Haha. Hi, I am back, after disappearing for I think near a month.. Haha..
So, I think you might have been able to guess what is the meaning of my post title...
Hehe, hopefully you got it right. I am saying sorry to my blog for ignoring it for so long.. Sorry for letting you wait so long, you must had been so lonely... Sorry.. but I am so busy and had no inspiration on blog materials, you get the idea.. Haha..
So, what should I write now? Well, to relate on recent events, I got my results back already. Although I pass every subject with 2 Pass, 1 Credit and 1 Distinction, however this is not my best attempt. I know I can do better, is just I don't put in as much effort as I used to.. Which is very very long ago... Haha.. So, I decide to introduce a new Me to me.. Hopefully this new Me is a better Me which will help me into getting the best grades that I could possibly get, so that I can take 5subjects next year and apply for student exchange. Hehe.. I was hoping to go to UK for one semester.. Haha..
Keeping my fingers cross and working hard... Hoping that I could cope with the new Me which hopefully could bring me best results. And oh, besides that, hope that the new Me could also work in a more tight schedule since I wanted to find a part time job.. So, Go Me! Haha..
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Forgotten
Haha.. Well, there was a time in the near past that I said, "yes! I need to write this in my blog" and so here I am, wanting to write that particular event or feeling into my blog.
Yet, as I have a very very very short term memory, I could not recall what is that great(or bad) thing that deserves its place in my blog. I just could not think of what it is yet felt that I should just write something here to pay tribute to it. Haha. Crazy me.
So, that is settled. Now a bit about my recent life. Well, I am feeling not in the mood to do anything recently. Just going on about my life like a robot. Wake, Eat, Bathe, Play, Sleep. Wanting to find a job but it is so damn hard to find. So, whatever.
Okay, things are getting a bit odd already. That means I should stop writing. Haha.
Okay then, stop writing and going back to Facebook or some boring game again.. Hehe.. Until next time then.
Ooohh.. I forgot to mention. The Forgotten is for my forgotten blog material.. Hoping that by writing this post I might remember what the Forgotten is. But seems like it is truly, FORGOTTEN.
Yet, as I have a very very very short term memory, I could not recall what is that great(or bad) thing that deserves its place in my blog. I just could not think of what it is yet felt that I should just write something here to pay tribute to it. Haha. Crazy me.
So, that is settled. Now a bit about my recent life. Well, I am feeling not in the mood to do anything recently. Just going on about my life like a robot. Wake, Eat, Bathe, Play, Sleep. Wanting to find a job but it is so damn hard to find. So, whatever.
Okay, things are getting a bit odd already. That means I should stop writing. Haha.
Okay then, stop writing and going back to Facebook or some boring game again.. Hehe.. Until next time then.
Ooohh.. I forgot to mention. The Forgotten is for my forgotten blog material.. Hoping that by writing this post I might remember what the Forgotten is. But seems like it is truly, FORGOTTEN.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Beginning of The End
Well, firstly I wanted to say that this maybe comes from Samuel or it may just pop out on top of my head... Or maybe I did saw Samuel wrote it on his msn personal message and it register on my head. But still, that is really not the point..
My point of writing this is, what is my point again?? Okay, I seem to lose my initial reason of writing this and now I seems like to just write whatever that comes to my mind right now. Well, maybe I will just touch a bit back to the title.
I think I wanted to say that it is the end of Semester 1 and I still cannot believe that it has been three months that I have been in Sydney. I first arrived here in 20th February and now it is near 16 June. Well, time really flies.
Beginning of the End. I think the end for me means my semester?? Or should I say I am scare of my test the next few days? Haha.. Not sure.. Just thought I should update my blog. It has been neglected by me for quite a period of time and I just think I should come give it some love... Haha... Yes blog dear, I did not forgot you yet... Do not worry, I still love you o, my blog... ( Oh no, I am laughing while typing this...)
Sorry, this might take longer than I expected, as I am msn-ing with my sister and cousins at the same time. Now, where were we? Actually all my inspiration for blogging has disappeared and now I have no idea what I should write next.
Ok, since I have no idea, I think I will just try to fill in the gaps of my life. Well, as some of you all may know, now is my exam period. I had 2 papers already and was quite happy with what I had put up and hoping that the results will be great. But, I don't think I can say the same for the next 2 paper. Management is kind of a nightmare as there are tons to study where I have not even started or even feel like starting. Then Mathematics on the other hand is quite complicated as I did not prepare for the tutorial. I did not do all the question that was given on tutorial and I think I will start on it the moment I finish my Management test. Well, I hope I can pass my Management so I will not need to retake them in future. For Mathematics, I hope that I can get a Distinction, but a Credit is fine with me. Thus, let us all pray for me. Thank you to all who prayed for me. (Haha)
Well, I think I need to end this as I think it is getting seriously boring now.. So, the title again. Beginning of the End. The End is starting to get near already. That is why it is Beginning. Got it? Never mind. I don't really think through what I wrote. So, that is all for now. See you lot in a few days...
P.S: I am currently seeking for a part time job so I can pay for my rent and everyday spending. Besides, I hope that the job can let me have enough money to change my hand phone and then still have some leftovers for me to have fun in the city once in a while. Hehe... All the BEST to me...
My point of writing this is, what is my point again?? Okay, I seem to lose my initial reason of writing this and now I seems like to just write whatever that comes to my mind right now. Well, maybe I will just touch a bit back to the title.
I think I wanted to say that it is the end of Semester 1 and I still cannot believe that it has been three months that I have been in Sydney. I first arrived here in 20th February and now it is near 16 June. Well, time really flies.
Beginning of the End. I think the end for me means my semester?? Or should I say I am scare of my test the next few days? Haha.. Not sure.. Just thought I should update my blog. It has been neglected by me for quite a period of time and I just think I should come give it some love... Haha... Yes blog dear, I did not forgot you yet... Do not worry, I still love you o, my blog... ( Oh no, I am laughing while typing this...)
Sorry, this might take longer than I expected, as I am msn-ing with my sister and cousins at the same time. Now, where were we? Actually all my inspiration for blogging has disappeared and now I have no idea what I should write next.
Ok, since I have no idea, I think I will just try to fill in the gaps of my life. Well, as some of you all may know, now is my exam period. I had 2 papers already and was quite happy with what I had put up and hoping that the results will be great. But, I don't think I can say the same for the next 2 paper. Management is kind of a nightmare as there are tons to study where I have not even started or even feel like starting. Then Mathematics on the other hand is quite complicated as I did not prepare for the tutorial. I did not do all the question that was given on tutorial and I think I will start on it the moment I finish my Management test. Well, I hope I can pass my Management so I will not need to retake them in future. For Mathematics, I hope that I can get a Distinction, but a Credit is fine with me. Thus, let us all pray for me. Thank you to all who prayed for me. (Haha)
Well, I think I need to end this as I think it is getting seriously boring now.. So, the title again. Beginning of the End. The End is starting to get near already. That is why it is Beginning. Got it? Never mind. I don't really think through what I wrote. So, that is all for now. See you lot in a few days...
P.S: I am currently seeking for a part time job so I can pay for my rent and everyday spending. Besides, I hope that the job can let me have enough money to change my hand phone and then still have some leftovers for me to have fun in the city once in a while. Hehe... All the BEST to me...
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Circle
Well, well, well, why did I use "circle" as the title of this post?
Of course, by definition, a circle is a shape where there are no vertex. (this is according to me, I am not sure if it is accurate definition of circle.)
But that is not the reason why I chose it, of course I won't write a blog just because of a shape. My language is not that good until I can do that yet. So, enough with the crap, the reason is because I think it is ironic how things work out. Just like a circle, you will be doing things that happened to you. Or something like that, let me explain.
So, it has been around 3months since I am in Sydney. Before coming here, I got the attitude of "ya, it's okay, I don't worry, so you don't need to worry as well" This is because my aunts and cousins were very worried and always remind me of this and that. I was like "ya ya, I know I know. Okay Okay." I don't know why they are so worried and tell me so many things to be careful of and stuff..
But, as I said, ironically, now the same things had happened to me. I found out that my cousin and sister are going to study in UTAR in Kampar. Since this is the first time that two girls leave home, so I was like remember to bring this, be careful of that, check this and so on to them. I did not know why I said all that to them also but it just seems the right thing to do.
I msn with them when I told them all those stuff. So when I was typing, I was "Oh My! I am doing what my cousin did" and I was laughing while typing. I just can't believe how ironic life is. It really is like a circle, I never thought I will do the worrying and yet I did. Haha.
Okay, I think you might be bored with my writing thus I am ending this.
Well, maybe because I forgotten what else to write. Haha. Well, this post waas schedule on the 19th and I postpone it to today because of my stupid assignment which I really hope is good enough so that I can pass the course. I have no intention of repeating that stupid course any time soon.
So, this is the end of this post as I need to get my rest now. Thanks for reading.
Of course, by definition, a circle is a shape where there are no vertex. (this is according to me, I am not sure if it is accurate definition of circle.)
But that is not the reason why I chose it, of course I won't write a blog just because of a shape. My language is not that good until I can do that yet. So, enough with the crap, the reason is because I think it is ironic how things work out. Just like a circle, you will be doing things that happened to you. Or something like that, let me explain.
So, it has been around 3months since I am in Sydney. Before coming here, I got the attitude of "ya, it's okay, I don't worry, so you don't need to worry as well" This is because my aunts and cousins were very worried and always remind me of this and that. I was like "ya ya, I know I know. Okay Okay." I don't know why they are so worried and tell me so many things to be careful of and stuff..
But, as I said, ironically, now the same things had happened to me. I found out that my cousin and sister are going to study in UTAR in Kampar. Since this is the first time that two girls leave home, so I was like remember to bring this, be careful of that, check this and so on to them. I did not know why I said all that to them also but it just seems the right thing to do.
I msn with them when I told them all those stuff. So when I was typing, I was "Oh My! I am doing what my cousin did" and I was laughing while typing. I just can't believe how ironic life is. It really is like a circle, I never thought I will do the worrying and yet I did. Haha.
Okay, I think you might be bored with my writing thus I am ending this.
Well, maybe because I forgotten what else to write. Haha. Well, this post waas schedule on the 19th and I postpone it to today because of my stupid assignment which I really hope is good enough so that I can pass the course. I have no intention of repeating that stupid course any time soon.
So, this is the end of this post as I need to get my rest now. Thanks for reading.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Affected
Well, first thing first, I have a report due tomorrow which I have not finish it yet but because this incident happened so quickly I had to post this to release myself from that feeling so that I can concentrate back on my report.
Two friends of mine who are living together in a foreign country had a fight. I do not know what are they fighting about as both parties did not tell me and I think I am in no position to ask any one of them. Since they are not willing to tell anyone yet, then I think is best to not intervene yet. So, here I am, affected by their temporary ruin friendship.
I do not know why I feel so affected by this. I seen quarrels and fights everywhere, but this time it seems more serious. Maybe my thinking has change and now I feel more? I do not know the reason but it is getting in the way of me and my finished report. So, I need a quick method to throw it out of my mind and focus on the report. Thus, here I am, writing this all out without planning. I thought my next post here would be of something else and I already had an idea written down and I will write it when I finish my report. But, who knows that this incident who arise and gosh I just feel like posting this first.
I think I feel affected by how complex humans are. Humans with the blessing of Gods have the intelligences that no other beings have. But now kind of thinking of it, is it a blessing? I think I am not qualified enough to comment on that and I leave that part to those who are interested and qualified to explore. But, just to think about it, just ask this question to yourself.
"Who make the most damage in this world?"
"Who kill the most being in this world?"
"Who kill just for the sake of killing?"
I am currently short of other questions but I think temporary these will have to do. So, I believe you have the answers and thus I question, "Why?"
This I believe is a stupid question where no one has the correct answer, thus this concluded that I am stupid. Yes, I am. This is why I feel so affected by things that do not even concerned me. Now, I think it is a problem for me, or is it not?
Okay, enough with the stupidity. I need to get back to my report now. Felling slightly better now. Hoping that I can finish my report in time.
All the BEST to me..
Two friends of mine who are living together in a foreign country had a fight. I do not know what are they fighting about as both parties did not tell me and I think I am in no position to ask any one of them. Since they are not willing to tell anyone yet, then I think is best to not intervene yet. So, here I am, affected by their temporary ruin friendship.
I do not know why I feel so affected by this. I seen quarrels and fights everywhere, but this time it seems more serious. Maybe my thinking has change and now I feel more? I do not know the reason but it is getting in the way of me and my finished report. So, I need a quick method to throw it out of my mind and focus on the report. Thus, here I am, writing this all out without planning. I thought my next post here would be of something else and I already had an idea written down and I will write it when I finish my report. But, who knows that this incident who arise and gosh I just feel like posting this first.
I think I feel affected by how complex humans are. Humans with the blessing of Gods have the intelligences that no other beings have. But now kind of thinking of it, is it a blessing? I think I am not qualified enough to comment on that and I leave that part to those who are interested and qualified to explore. But, just to think about it, just ask this question to yourself.
"Who make the most damage in this world?"
"Who kill the most being in this world?"
"Who kill just for the sake of killing?"
I am currently short of other questions but I think temporary these will have to do. So, I believe you have the answers and thus I question, "Why?"
This I believe is a stupid question where no one has the correct answer, thus this concluded that I am stupid. Yes, I am. This is why I feel so affected by things that do not even concerned me. Now, I think it is a problem for me, or is it not?
Okay, enough with the stupidity. I need to get back to my report now. Felling slightly better now. Hoping that I can finish my report in time.
All the BEST to me..
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
我落泪。情绪零碎
地上断了翅的蝶 不像自由地蔓延
爱原来更心碎 都可以更细节
田野风绕过几条街 秋天收获了满地的落叶
于是又一整夜 感情的句子都枯萎 凋谢
我不想再写 随手撕下这一页
原来是跟离别 可以没有结尾
焦 距后悔的跟着写 于是我把诗折叠
有几重感觉 挑一束白玫瑰 你将爱退回
我不落泪 忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久 了会累 也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡 我清醒着 一再续杯
我落泪 情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇 带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅 结局满天的风雪
我不想写 随手撕下这一页
This song is from Jay Chou's newest album... I like this song among his new songs... Don't know why I like this song.. I just do.. Hehe..
Okay, I am going for my bath now and I will return to write a post or maybe I won't. This is because I need to rush a report that is due this Friday and that report is 2500 words which I don't even know what to write about.. God BLESS Me..
爱原来更心碎 都可以更细节
田野风绕过几条街 秋天收获了满地的落叶
于是又一整夜 感情的句子都枯萎 凋谢
我不想再写 随手撕下这一页
原来是跟离别 可以没有结尾
焦 距后悔的跟着写 于是我把诗折叠
有几重感觉 挑一束白玫瑰 你将爱退回
我不落泪 忍住感觉
分手在起风这个季节
哭久 了会累 也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡 我清醒着 一再续杯
我落泪 情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇 带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅 结局满天的风雪
我不想写 随手撕下这一页
This song is from Jay Chou's newest album... I like this song among his new songs... Don't know why I like this song.. I just do.. Hehe..
Okay, I am going for my bath now and I will return to write a post or maybe I won't. This is because I need to rush a report that is due this Friday and that report is 2500 words which I don't even know what to write about.. God BLESS Me..
Monday, May 17, 2010
What is it?
Everyone had the same amount of it...
Most people says it is not enough...
Yet some people says they have too much...
So,
How can the same thing be different?
Why can the same thing be different?
The answer,
Because everyone is different...
Because everyone is unique...
Everyone is racing with it...
Most people try as hard as they can...
Yet no one can catch up with it...
It always stays ahead of everyone...
You want to control it...
I want to control it...
But no one get to be it's master...
It doesn't have legs...
It doesn't have life...
But it moves without slowing down...
It is here...
It is there...
Where is it?
Who can tell?
You can't see it...
You can't touch it...
But you always know...
Oh Yes you do...
That it is there...
So,
How do you use it?
Which is the best?
You and Me can tell...
But who can really do it?
Most people says it is not enough...
Yet some people says they have too much...
So,
How can the same thing be different?
Why can the same thing be different?
The answer,
Because everyone is different...
Because everyone is unique...
Everyone is racing with it...
Most people try as hard as they can...
Yet no one can catch up with it...
It always stays ahead of everyone...
You want to control it...
I want to control it...
But no one get to be it's master...
It doesn't have legs...
It doesn't have life...
But it moves without slowing down...
It is here...
It is there...
Where is it?
Who can tell?
You can't see it...
You can't touch it...
But you always know...
Oh Yes you do...
That it is there...
So,
How do you use it?
Which is the best?
You and Me can tell...
But who can really do it?
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